Bad dream. |
I've had some really awful nightmares in the course of my life but this one took the cake. It went on for ages and got very deep and personal like nothing I've ever seen before.It began with a women. ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Feb 2009 11:52:00 GMT |
Nothing's Wrong |
I'm sick of being caught up in the past,I wanna move forward but time won't move that fast.Recalling all those times I wish I could relive,Regretting all the moments I felt I couldn't give.My feet are...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Feb 2009 15:25:00 GMT |
Trying to keep myself awake. |
So today I went to Toronto to volunteer as a model for my good friend Angela. It was "male makeup" so nothing drastic. It gave me a nice glow, look like I just walked outta... heaven..? Yeah, it was f...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 15:22:00 GMT |
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The voice inside my head...There's this voice inside my head.It's me. The me from the past who did as he'd please.He's on his knees, begging and crying hysterically in a dark, cold place.He's naked, b...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 15:05:00 GMT |
Broken. |
I'm on the verge of a total mental breakdown. This one isn't caused by the stresses of school, work or any of the usual but complete social drama in every aspect of my life.Lately I've found myself be...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 12:18:00 GMT |
Looking up. |
Things are looking up now. Between him and I, my outlook on life.. I'm so proud of myself. Today, I conquered a mountain created by comfort zones. I was able to go out, completely on my own and comple...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Dec 2008 20:07:00 GMT |
Halfway to vice-free. |
I wrote a whole blog entry. Then it got deleted. So fuck it. Today has been a craptastic day. Even my profound optimistic view won't lift me out of this rut. Cause I can't get the love of my life (Rup...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 15:42:00 GMT |
Back to class and so on.. |
blah blah blah.
I don't know why I'm here.
Part of me already knows that things aren't going to work out and I'm going to drop out.
In class but can't listen.
My liver is swollen to the size ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 07:07:00 GMT |
