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About Me

I am. I am Matthew. I think; I write. I'd much rather you see me for who I am, rather than what I tell you I am. With that being said, I really don't give a fuck what you think about me.

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My Blog

our sickness was the only thing keeping us alive.

As the piano keys strikeWaves of death seep through my veinsThe thought of redbull tabs and goldfish rush my brainBlue skies and white clouds replacedBlack and greyThe song repeats as a nightmare set ...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 01:32:00 GMT

the broken girl with icy grey eyes

i once gave my heart to a broken girlshe drew me in with her icy grey eyesit seemed as if her world needed meand mine needed herour love was endlesseven in deathit would never fadelying in the co...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 05:33:00 GMT

Remember?

remember that day i drove in a snowstorm to be with you?  remember the night i got trashed and made a fool of myself in front of all your friends i JUST met as we played cards in your basement?&n...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 08:59:00 GMT

comfort

tonight i realized that it takes a lot for me to be comfortable.. i think thats why my life is so crazy and jumping from one place to another all the time. i realized i havent been comfortable with wh...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 02:18:00 GMT

choking on a hopeless heart

these days are like sitting in a room full of clocksthe ticks just drive you insaneand all your waiting for is an endall you want is for that clock to give upeven when i try to proceed out the doorim...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 23:21:00 GMT

towels of fiberglass

today is new and far from expectedit seemseach morningi awake with soap and waterdrying my eyes with a towel of fiberglassand proceed to carve away one more piece of myselfi feel as the child lost fr...
Posted by on Fri, 09 May 2008 23:32:00 GMT

wonderful or horrific

i have put consideratin into retiring my pen and paper after this leave of absence only to revive myself today.  i havent worked on anything much in the last 10 months but i am here to inform all...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 22:51:00 GMT

I was alive for a night.

      I wrote this in a moment of depression I was having around midnight at work thursday.. In all honesty.. I feel as if this is one of my most meaningful writings I have ever produce...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 00:18:00 GMT

mirrors

  a breeze of tranquillityserenitya breathtaking momentousness occasionwith this mirthits enough to bequeath any soula cloud to lounge onshe is the beauty of the most arresting petal from a flowe...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 17:55:00 GMT

<3

  I am you and you are meWe will never be aloneI have finally found my place in everythingI have finally found my home
Posted by on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 23:51:00 GMT