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**About me?? Where to start?? Well, accept it or not.. this is me.....**My name is Ashley Nichole...and I am 18 years old. I have an amazing life. And for once I am able to say that I am proud of myself. Im not the girl I once was... and I honestly like it that way. I look forward to my future... and love everyday that I get to spend with the people who mean the most to me. I have a past... one that is enough to scare just about anyone away...My past is what gave me the strength to have what I have today. The choices I made-wrong or right- were mine... and I did exactly what I wanted. And when I messed up- I found a way to deal- and found a way back to the girl I'd been missing.** I have an amazing family. They support practically every decision I make. My mother is my hero. My sister is my best friend. And my baby brother is my God sent angel. Without them.. I would have fallen a long time ago...** Meghan is my BEST FRIEND. And she always will be. After nine years... there is no letting go. She has seen me at BEST and held me through my worst. This girl is half of my world. And losing her would be the tragic ending to this dream Ive been living. I love her... more than I love anyone. She is my 2nd sister... and thats it. No questions asked.. this girl is family. We have had better times than what we are going through right now.. but- we will overcome it. ALWAYS DO. She is the sugar to my cookie...**I have an amazing boyfriend. Ben. And he means everything to me. I never thought that someone could make me this happy. But, he proved me wrong. I love him- with all of my heart- and I just keep falling. He keeps me going. Keeps me sane. He is my strength. I have got to be the luckiest girl out there- after all... I found my wonderwall...**



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MyHotComments SOMEONE InSaNeLy AMAZING- IS GONE... AND NOW ALL I CAN SAY IS- I MISS YOU!!!!!!! R.I.P. LEE <3
******REST IN PEACE LEE <3****** THEY SAY LIFE ISNT FAIR.... SOMETIMES I QUESTION THAT MYSELF... HOW CAN SOMEONE SOOOOOO AMAZING BE GONE? I WISH IT WAS ALL A DREAM- BUT... IT IS REALITY. I KNEW LEE SINCE HE WAS IN 6TH GRADE. I'LL NEVER FORGET THE DAY HE SAID "HEY BABY- YOURE MY GIRL" AND THE TEACHER MADE HIM TAKE HIS ARM OFF OF ME.IT WAS A PRETTY FUNNY DAY. HE WAS ALWAYS A CUTIE. LEE WAS AN AMAZING PERSON- WITH ONE HELL OF A PERSONALITY. HE WAS OUTGOING AND SPONTANEOUS... WITH A SHY QUIET SIDE. HE HAD A BIG HEART- AND A BEAUTIFUL SOUL. HE HAD THE GORGEOUS CONTAGIOUS SMILE... THE ONE THAT YOU WOULD NEVER FORGET. LEE WAS SOOO KIND AND HONEST- AND AMAZINGLY SMART. NO MATTER WHAT- HE HAD THE ABILITY TO MAKE YOU SMILE.... I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM- I JUST WISH I WAS ABLE TO SAY BYE... R.I.P LEE... ILY
MyHotComments LEE... WE WILL ALL MISS YOU TERRIBLY!!! ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS<3

MyHotComments SOMEONE InSaNeLy AMAZING- IS GONE... AND NOW ALL I CAN SAY IS- I MISS YOU!!!!!!! R.I.P. LEE <3

My Blog

Maybe that isnt what I should say....

* My whole life I have had a problem with speaking my mind... and expressing my feelings. I wish that I was able to just open up... but, I just cant. I always say the wrong things and at the wrong tim...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 21:26:00 GMT

**& You are all you have**

** Never depend on someone else for your own happiness. It is your job. And no one else.****Never pursue a dead end... false sense of hope isnt good for anyone.**** You know what you want and need in ...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 11:36:00 GMT

**For Ben...**

** Im getting kinda tired of the days I spend alone. And the building I do on my own.  Why do I have to build up- what should already be set up...standing tall and strong.**For such a young woman- I h...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Mar 2009 11:13:00 GMT

** Its so whatever & yes, I mean whatever**

Well, what can I say? Its never going to change. Life- that is. Not matter who you are... what you do... life is still full of disappointments. Everyone in life is going to fuck you over.. one way or ...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 11:49:00 GMT

Dear friend....

I remember the day I got that phone call... saying you were gone. And how I felt this huge empty feeling. The world would be missing one of the greatest people I ever knew. I remember thinking back to...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 13:47:00 GMT

What do you do?

When the person you love hurts you? When it hurts so bad... You just keep telling yourself that its ok.... You'll wake up and it will all be gone. But this isnt a dream. Its real. And the pain i woke ...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 09:48:00 GMT

**LOVE SAYS THEY WILL**

** Sometimes... they dont think they can make it. Everyone and everything is telling them no. But, they will. Love says they will. There will be a day when they realize... that love conquers all. And ...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 11:10:00 GMT

** When the dream ends**

** SO.... I am SOOOOO in love. Someone slap me. Not really- (for those of you who do that to me)... but seriously... I never thought Id be this deep in love... and I am... and Im happy... happy... Hon...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 14:40:00 GMT

** Too much for one heart??**

** I used to know this girl... she was SO broken... and she spent every year of her life- hating holidays... and not understanding what any of them meant... and during Christmas each year- she became ...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Dec 2008 20:48:00 GMT

****Taking Time For Her****

**This week I decided to just keep to myself... to not spend time with him. Im not sure that it was the correct solution to the problem... but, I think it was for the best. So far, its proved to be ri...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2008 15:09:00 GMT