Darin

Through each person I meet, I discover new things about myself.. What I am capable of, what my tolerances are..
Basically, people show me who I am inside. And I mean who I REALLY am. Not just what I want to perceive as myself. (because that changes every day)
I realize that this tells you none of the answers about me. Just the steps to me finding them.. I guess that's a bit of a cop out. Sorta defeats the purpose of an "about me" section here, hehe
Ok, so this is who I am..
Right off - I'm not usually a very sentimental person. It is NOT difficult for me to let go, since it IS difficult for me to get close in the first place. Although I do find myself very attached to people who have chipped and broken away at my little wall I have set up here..
This is probably a good place to add a warning to those who decide to do this to me. Mean what you say. It is hard to plug up a leaky dam.. :/
I am a very hard person to read. I've been told by many people that it is difficult to tell exacly what is on my mind. Am I happy? Am I sad? Upset?
I do realize that I am that way, of course. Otherwise I wouldn't be typing this right now.. All I can say is that I don't intend to be like that, and if you ask, I would gladly update you on my mental state. :)
I like a person who takes initiative. Someone who attempts to widen my bubble without bursting it, so to speak. I am very open to new things. I'd like to think i'd try anything once. Just dont push me in the water - let me wade in :)
I don't take life too seriously. It's too short for all of that nonsense. I'm going to be dead one day (yes, even me). When that day comes it wont really matter if I was pissed at some random person for reasons long forgotten. In fact, it could only do me harm in the end.
I tend to let the little infractions against me go. Unless someone intentionally slights me. Then we have a problem. I dont go out into the world intending people harm, and I can't imagine why anyone would. In those cases, I tend to hold a grudge..
I've come to a point in my life, socially, that probably should have been reached sometime in my late teens. But, due to repression from various sources during my youth, (which in turn, created some inhibitions in my head) I'm slowly expanding the bubble we talked of earlier.
I really don't know much about where I will end up in my head. All I know is that I am in a state of mental evolution right now, and I'm enjoying it.
Is it selfish to say that I do what I want, when I want? Or is it just me not wanting to waste my life with others' rules imposed on me? And by the way, When I say that I do what I want, I don't mean that I'll rob you at gunpoint or rape your children. I have standards. I AM a GOOD person. What, are we fighting now? *sigh*
Oh yeah, and I dont care what other people think of me...
*explodes in fake online laughter*
Are you SERIOUS!? - that sounds like EVERYONE ELSE's profile in the world! Blah, blah, blah..
Of COURSE I care what people think! Nevermind the fact that I am an extremely vain person to begin with, I DO care about others' feelings toward me. I like to make people happy when I can. It's in my nature.
With that said, I'd like to take this time to apologize to those of you who don't care what I think. *wonders what good an apology would do to someone like that*
*wonders how many more emotes can fit into this bio*
*shrug*
Well, maybe this helps paint a picture of who I am. At least for now. Maybe I'll write more later if the mood strikes me..
~Laters~