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About Me

Why do I keep chasing that which I know I can never hold? There's so much about me that no one knows; thing's I'll never disclose. I'm easy to read and yet so very complicated to understand. I show one side and hide the other; although I'll admit if you read what I write you can get a glimpse of who I truly am. I would die for the ones I love, and I would put my life on the line to protect my friends; I seem happy but am truly very sad. Only two people know enough about my past to even claim to know me, and only one of them knows my darkest fear. I love to read and in turn, love to write but there-in lies my downfall because I absolutely despise what I produce. Will you except me for who I truly am, and try to understand me, the real me, better; or will you use this time allowed to turn from me and deny me the friend and comfort I so longingly seek? Could you still view me as friend, or would you change sides and look away in disgust at the lonely, abysmal heart that dies to express and release some pain? I am me, only no one knows who I am...


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Just so everyone knows

OK so, GameStop was robbed and Me and my Associate/friend Paige were tied up with duct tape, there were 4 men, a gun and a knife, last night before we closed. So that everyone knows, I'm ok. I was hit...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 15:40:00 GMT

my day

i'm having a bad day. all i wanted was for someone to talk to. i texted friends but i got absolutely no responses, sent pictures got no replys, i even ask if i could call some one no answer. is it jus...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 01:14:00 GMT

update

i was sick. went to the er. pluracy. lots of pain. hair hurt. cut it all off. lot's of pain killers. vicaden es. betterish now. cute hair cut. little pain. night. --Sent from my Helio
Posted by on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 01:57:00 GMT

i'm sorry

when crying isn't enough who can i turn to? i'm tired of being alone, of being the friend you turn to to solve others problems and nothing more. i like helping others but i've reached the point where ...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 23:45:00 GMT

bowling when drinking

this is too much fun! after a long day of getting yelled at i went drinking, that would be right now, and played bowling and time crisis! i've had too much to drink and every body is drunk! its great...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 23:32:00 GMT

i'm over worked and need a break

God i work too hard and too much! i need a life!!! hey nychole i'm so stealing your internet and you house when i get my 360! oh we're gonna be best friends. ??plan? that means we have to do something...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 23:52:00 GMT

its decided...

i'm sorry if i've seemed a little out there recently. i've had alot on my mind and i finally got a chance to talk about it with a close friend. i've decided i'm gonna finish school and get on with my ...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 23:47:00 GMT

Old Poetry

I know these are depressing but I found them recently and decided that I should put them back on my page... Cutter Another life ends, twisting in pain, blame the scouring, crimson leaks out, first dri...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 01:59:00 GMT

old wounds....

Dark is the day just before nightfalls, Heavy is the soul that for death calls. Indifference to life is what the heart holds, Soon silenced by knife once tragity unfolds. -----------------------------...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 22:56:00 GMT

this sucks

great. i'm broken! --Sent from my Helio
Posted by on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 14:38:00 GMT