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Waiting to change into a sunflower."To live fully is to let go and die with each passing moment, and to be reborn in each new one."-Jack Kornfield
BRAINS...BrAiNs...bRaINs!!"The moment of death is life ...the moment of life is the begining of death" ray caesar/treavor brown, Drinking and getting crunk at ta klub!! Art,Creativity,Clubbing,Outrageous Fashion, Desighn ,goth,cyber,deathrock, post-punk, PUNK punk ,SubKultures, Alernative life styles, Dancing, Photography, Kissing&Cuddling for hours, Passion, Words with meaning, fetish, drawing sketching new creations :D, Laughing, Singing while driving in my car, piercings, tattoos, Sleeping in with Nate as long as I can! black toenails, Role playing, Spankings, Corsets, lingerie, Black and White together, 40's and 50's era pornography, Erotica, Scars, Bright Brilliant Make-up, F/X,Blood& Gore!thinks that light up and make lots of noise! Rhythmic noise, a sense of humor, Dreaded Synthetic fake hair, BIG Tall Chunky Shoes, Stripes, sexy strappy high heals, knee-highs, thigh-highs, garterbelts!! Polka-Dots, Cherries, stars, Latex, Rubber, Vynal, PVC,Lace,velvet,buckles,chains,ropes,(i really want to learn rope tying!)fish-nets! vintage clothing, androgyny, guys who wear lots of eye makeup, Pumpkin Ice cream, coffee and cigarets, pinups, mohci, tarro tea, plum saki, Zombies, Dia de los muertos(day of the dead), Everything thats Halloween! Cute lil' kitties and itty bittie puppys even tho im allergic:( , cemeteries, Living Dead Dolls, creepy toys, Dark comics !Japanese anime, street art,, pixie dust. Spending money on stuff i dont really need.stuff.
WHOS BLOOD DO I BLEEDWHOS TEARS DO I CRYWHEN IM STILL URS R U STILL MINE
rythmic noise and all inbetween ;)
GORE! GORE!MIRROR MASK! Velvet Goldmine, Garden State,Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind , Tank Girl, the 5th Element, BeetleJuice , drop dead Fread,Great Expectations,Running with Sissors,Blood fest, Pee Wee's Big Adventure And Big Top, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Amadeus, killer Klowns from outer Space, SLC Punk, Clockwork Orange, Night of the living Dead, The Bat, Edward Scissor Hands, Strangers with candy, Nightmare Before Christmas, Evil dead ,Labyrinth, The Neverending Story, Dark Crystal, The Last Unicorn, singles, reality bites, girl interupted, Dead Alive, Draculla , Down and Out with the Dolls, Alice in Wonderland, The Dark Crystal ,Pecker, Pink Flamingos, Cry Baby, Multiple Maniacs.... all John Waters movies , Moulin Rouge, bararella, The Dead Hate The Living, gattaca, tape, swing kids, Grease 1 &2, Despreatly Seeking Susan, anything by John Hughes..Pretty in Pink, Heathers, Sixteen Candles, Weird science, Vampira, Nowhere, Doom Generation, Napoleon Dynamite, Sid & Nancy, Lord of the rings, The Witches of Eastwick, Elvira mistress of the dark, Pirates Of The Carribean,Mermaids, Day Of The Dead, Dawn Of The Dead, Dolls, Ginger Snapps, Texas Chain-saw Massacre 2, Hellraiser, Natural Born Killers, Vampire Hunter D ,The Labrynth, Cabin Fever,Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory, Jeepers Creepers, The Crow movies ,Wrong Turn, Evangelion, Fear and Loathing, Where the Buffilo Roam, The Wedding singer, Classic erotica moments in time, the brain that wouldn't die, the promise .......this could take all night......etc...
Twin Peaks ....the History channel,LOST ,freaks and geeks L word, Strangers with Candy, Kids in the hall, ROBOT CHICKEN!! Sex in the City, The travel Channel, Aeon Flux, 3rd rock from the sun The Maxx ,Six Feet Under, Carnivale, Law and Order, NCIS, Dating Shows, Munsters, Angle, 21 Jump Street, Americas top Model;) Tales From The Crypt ,Cold Case Files, Unsolved Mysteries, Twilight Zone, Outer Limits,.....etc
I really do need to red more ....most recently.... Disco Bloodbath , How soon is Never, Idoru , Bradburry, Poppy Z Bright,Gloom Cookie, Melancholy death of Oyster Boy, Tips from a Dominatrix , Fetish storys, William S.Burroughs books interest me,although the junkie makes me wanna get high again in a scary way :p (its not gonna happen! ) cotten mouth kisses. Junko Mizino, Johnny the Homicidal maniac Squee, Lanore, COMICS! MagazinesDEAD GIRLS show up often in the movies, facedown in the weeds beside the highway. Kids find them by the river, or in the woods,under leaves, one pink-nailed hand thrust up. Detectives stand over them in studio apartments or lift their photos off pianosin the houses they almost grew up in. A dead girl can kick a movie into gear better than a saloon brawl, betterthan a factory explosion, just by lying there. Anyone can play her, any child off the streetcan be hog-tied and dumped from a van or strangled blue in a kitchen, a bathroom, an alley, a school. That’s the beautyof a dead girl. Even a plain one who feels worthless as a clod of dirt, brokenby the sorrow of gazing all day at a fashion magazine, can be made whole, redeemedby what she finally can’t help being, the center of attention, the special, desirable, dead, dead girl.--Kim Addonizio