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conner

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About Me

OMGFTZ!!!!

phantom kiss

There
is no worse
hell
than
to remember
vividly
a kiss
that
never occured.


-Richard Brautigan

im c-ru$$. im one cool dude yo. My birthday is 12/31/87. I hate the high desert. I'm lazy. I have problems, but they aren't worth obsessing over (everyone has them!). I love going to the beach at the early hours of the morning. MotoGP and football are my favorite sports to watch. I can't budget. Electronic dance music keeps me moving forward on a constant 4/4 time signature. My favorite dessert is either New York Cheesecake or Creme Brulee. The Hat is good food :). I'm looking for intelligent, intellectual people to have relationships of any kind with. HOLLER YO. pce

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My Interests

you, electronic dance music, phi, technology, humanities, meditation, green tea, alcohol (DeWars 12/white label), life, love, hate, death, LA, Ibiza(i gottttta go next summer), any nice beach, nature, orchestras, renaissance art, caravaggio, salvador dali, wondering what make people think the way they do sometimes, motocross when it was cool, the Oakland Raiders, football in general, MotoGP!, etc.....oh and my mothers photography! http://dlrussell.deviantart.com

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet intelligent, intellectual people. You don't have to agree with my views, but if you can defend your own without saying "BECAUSE" or "IT JUST IS, IDIOT", then you'll be my friend.

:)

Music:

Dont crucify, if I feel alive, It's a natural high, and Im satisfied

Absolved from sin, I called the devil from within, He told me live my life, Dont let them criticise,

Its good to be alive, Sometimes I wonder how I survived, And in my minds eye, When youre low no-one seems to know, A fallen angel tonight, I feel no shame when Im high, It feels so good must be right, It feels so good inside, Inside,

Id love to love you but Im too impure an angel, Id love to love you

Dont compromise, You dont live my life, cos l dont judge you, When I look in your eyes,

Its good to be alive, Sometimes I wonder how I survived, And in my minds eye, When youre low no-one seems to know, A fallen angel tonight, I feel no shame when Im high, Lt feels so good must be right, It feels so good inside, Inside,

I'd love to love you..

Trance, Progressive, Electro, House, DnB, Minimal, Glitch, Breaks-JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING ON BEATPORT!And just about everything else, too.

Movies:



Man On Fire, Falling Down, Boyz N Da Hood, V For Vendetta, The Island, The Artist's Model

Television:

i dont watch TV

Books:

anything written by richard brautigan. he's my absolute favorite author. his writing calms me down and makes me happy. "the abortion", "in watermelon sugar", and "trout fishing in america" are among the best.
faust-goethe. an excellent tale of good and bad influence :)
jonathon livingston seagull-richard bach. a short but wonderful book on doing whatever you put your mind to.
"in the belly of the night" by José de Piérola peruvian writers are good. this guy is no different. the best short story ive read so far.

Heroes:

valentino rossi - jerez 2005 motoGP. mat mladin - miller 2007 superbike race 2. brian transeau. ron paul. other writers. people who are happy

My Blog

Psycho Somatic Rhyming Schemes that Dictate my Love life.

LONELYI've begun to thinkThat this is a dreamand my lonelinessIs like this rhyming schemeIt's constant and coldAlmost always meantomorrow I'll realizeThis is no dream.BOREDIf I have to sit On myspaceA...
Posted by conner on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 12:36:00 PST

A Sad Realization

Communicateand the world is yoursto love.Communicateand spread to otherslove.Don't communicateand you'll desirebut never attainLove. -----------------------So I normally don't write about what I just ...
Posted by conner on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 11:26:00 PST

OMGZ DRAMA

omg, like, there is sooo much drama going on today. like, wouldn't it be cool and some shit if, liiiike, for once we just sat down and, omg, talked about our problemz? like, REALLY talk tho, not that ...
Posted by conner on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 05:33:00 PST

old

I had to be alone. My friends were turning into enemies and my heart was freezing in the heat.?"I'm gonna take off," I pretended to tell them all, only no one was around. I wasted no time thinking abo...
Posted by conner on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 03:17:00 PST

Fin

A sad realization was reached today. Through herbal assistance and severe depression, I've come to the narrow, painful conclusion that my life, and the lives of everyone else here right now, is a wast...
Posted by conner on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 02:33:00 PST

Crickets

There's one little cricket outside my window right now.Chirping away relentlessly under the black and white sky, lying on the black and white ground, searching for that poignant magnitude of colors-lo...
Posted by conner on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 01:27:00 PST

bigfoot

well everything is going well with the bigfoot trip. im really excited to see how this will turn out. yesterday we spent half the day in the hills up above us. lakes, streams, sheer cliffs, boulder qu...
Posted by conner on Sat, 26 May 2007 07:58:00 PST

We ruined everything

I don't really know what to say...other than the answer to my qualms is UNCERTAINTY.We are all rewarded with the value of being uncertain. This wonderful thing makes that which we are certain about co...
Posted by conner on Sun, 20 May 2007 05:15:00 PST

napping

I've always thought that the best time to write is immediately after a nap. The mind is undisturbed and free of social toxin, so thoughts and ideas come at a much easier pace. This is much better than...
Posted by conner on Tue, 15 May 2007 05:53:00 PST

minus the one

Iwould reallylike to writeabout something newbut thought evades me on this nightI think it has to do with that damned English paperwhich absolutely ruined meand my evening.Ha. Oh well. Night.;)...
Posted by conner on Tue, 08 May 2007 10:38:00 PST