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For the most part I have always been knocked down and ive spent most of my life trying to get back up.Ive been taught the rights from the wrongs and yet ive strayed away from what i should have known many times.Making the same mistakes over and over again.I grew up in a small town that Ive always felt I never belonged in. Yet it will always be home.Ive made many friends in this story called my life, but I have made enemys some a fault of my own and many for no reason.For a long time ive tried to not care what people thought of me but unknowingly looked for acknowledgement from everyone...as i felt i was invisible.Trying to prove myself...yet still always underestimated.I have always looked for a reason to smile.yetI have my moments...where i feel alone, sad, depressed, confused, hopeless, frustrated...yet I have learned that it is a waste of time to wallow in self pitty.Instead i hide my emotions behind my smile, I hold my head up high and try to change things to better myself.I workout when the whole world seems lost. I work to fit into this reality of life. And I party to enjoy the life around me.Right now....things could be better...but it could also be much worse.I have alot of things to change...and so little time to do it...yet...i believe one day i will get there.Know me not of my past nor my mistakes but for the many reasons behind my smile...but on the other handout of all thies people who left me comments i think im the realest so dont let a nigga thats on the same levle as you bring you down for wat..........it jus makes you look even lower then them but me i dont have to worry about that cause im on the TOP of the food chain ya feel me so dont even waist yo time i eat yall word for breatfast and shit them out befor lunch so i can eat again lol im off the chain rite now ya feel me get at me 1 and im out