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To The Queen of Spades...(You have not won)
To a Heartbeat I send I message of love
And to the winds I cast off all of my fears
to sit back and watch the clouds above
Your words resound behind my tears
I've wasted many a night gazing towards the stars
wishing you were held in my arms
but I know that I am only
a thought waiting to fade away
as I watch the years roll on by
I will lay my dreams down to die
cast in the silver light of a lovers red lamp
Disconnected in the discourse of daily chores
The lamented die to make the their heart feel right
Disenchanted I view my Faithfullstar tonight
That shimmering stars descends the blackness void
Falls down to where the Autumn wind escapes my heart
And in your mind I'm already dead
Just as your eyes have never read
the meaning of a broken heart
bruised and bleeding for you
To the Queen of Spades: You have not won my Life
I have remained true to a name so Powerful, so sweet
Jesus Christ, King of Kings and Lord of my Life
Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done through me
this is my prayer
I've opened my eyes to these mustard lies
In you I hold a Fickle fascination
Inside I imbibe a lamented soul
Bled dry the chorus unsung
meant only to lionize the visiting prophet
Obstruct my Construct, Unlink from me
Glass eyes meant only to see, you can not be
Betwixt your hands I exist capriciously
Laid bare exposed to your risk, your disappointing vacillation.
With ash smeared on my face
You Hath become dross
I embrace the Night
I embrace the night, all I've known
the night's wire wound about my being
autumn's wind tears flesh from rattled bones
watch the night's chill torture cursed hearts
Wounded souls may there be, kindred spirits set free
Across the shadows I see her roam
Outside their windows I hear her moans
of Joy or Sadness, No one really knows
Least of all me...
Wounded souls may there be, kindred spirits set free
I embrace the night, but I am still alive
Tonight, the Knife Red Dye is Dry
I'm Still here, why am I still here?
Take me, take me away into bliss
Blissed and gone, to right my wrongs
wounded souls may there be, kindred spirits set free
wounded souls may there be, why I am still alive
Wounded souls may there be, kindred spirits set free
I embrace the night, why I am still alone
Loneliness
Passion
Sadness
Desire
Rage
Peace
Confliction my Condition
Disconnection my addiction
It's my life I'm ending
It's my Loneliness I'm Feeding
It's My Passion I'm starving
It's my Sadness I'm driving
It's my Desire I'm Denying
It's my Rage that's flying
It's my Peace that's Dying
Pearl
I've been diving looking for pearls to give to you
Traverse the realms of Neptune's place, raked by his demons
Beneath the waves and ocean tides, is where I found you
You were standing all alone with hesitation in your heart
Hold Back the tears of broken hearts, and the solemn parts
Beneath the wasted sunsets, hidden behind the tears of angles
I felt the cold rain upon my face, and the lords saving grace
Walking on the ocean floors, watching the lunar circuits
Is when you ran away from me, my pearl
My heart, my soul, mourns that day, my pearl
My Pearl, wherefore art thou my pearl
With the zeal of Orpheus
I'd brave Hades charm
As I seek my Eurydice
Exile the dross from my heart
WEITER, WEITER, INS VERDERBEN, WIR MÃœSSEN LEBEN, BIS WIR STERBEN!
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Everywhere, unthinking mobs of "independent thinkers" wield tired Cliches like cudgels, pummeling those who dare question "enlightened" dogma. If "violence never solved anything," cops wouldn't have guns and slaves may never have been freed. If it's better that 10 guilty men go free to spare one innocent, why not free 100 or 1,000,000? Cliches begin arguments, they don't settle them.
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Summer time flies and boredom dies
glow bug lights these evening delights
stars reflect from eyes under moon lit skies
from withering Heights the majestic sights
Not far from home, Yet still alone
of love she never spoke and still ones heart was broke
words cut down to the bone with soft tears on the phone
How can she ever cope with This love at the end of a rope
speak soft for love is a word and as fleeting as the Dodo bird
it was always all for fun and still what was said is never undone
Or is love only a verb never meant to disturb
When One has only to Run
to face the Gun. -Writen by me

My Blog

Life in Jonesboro

Ok so lets see... I passed Ground School, I passed my Oral, I about to head off to the Sims in Denver next week.  My Career is set for the most part, all I gota do is not fuck it up by doing some...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 12:43:00 GMT

CRJ Training

Yeah so I've got to be in PHX on Mon June 2nd to start ground school on the CRJ.
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 10:04:00 GMT

Arkansas

So I've been living here in Jonesboro, Arkansas for almost three months now.  When I got here, it was cold.  Now it's in the 80's and 90's and starting to get humid.  I sold my saturn a...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 20:55:00 GMT

Flying in vegas

well, I'm here in Las Vegas, NV working.  It's been fun.  Hanging out with old friends.  I love my job!  Flying the Beech 1900D Airliner (AKA The Super Duper King Air) is one of th...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 17:12:00 GMT

Tyler, Dave and the others

They Spread their wings to fly highTo soar as magnificently as the birds in the skyAs we are left here only to ask the questions whyTyler Price Tyler Stanger Dave SchlosserNiam NavidiRob CableMike "Th...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 18:56:00 GMT

IOE

Well I'm almost done with IOE.  I'm got one more flight then I hit the line.  Today I flew from Farminton to Abequerque, to Alamagardo, to Roswell, back to ABQ and back to Farmington.&n...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 21:11:00 GMT

Phase One Complete

So lets Recap, Systems Test: Passed GOM/Dispach Test: Passed Super Freakin Hard Oral: Passed!!!   So now all I have to do is hop on a plane and fly from Wichita to PHX to Philly, to NYC for my si...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 19:50:00 GMT

Almost done...

Well not quite.  We finished off the systems test and there's only one week left in ground school.  after that there is a few CPT (cockpit procedures trainer) sessions, or as we like to call...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 20:19:00 GMT

Round 2 from Wichita

Well, I've been in Wichita, Ks now for two weeks.  the Second week of ground school has ended with my brain on information overload.  I've been studing for about 5-6 hours a night and I feel...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:57:00 GMT

Pilot training with Mesa in Wichita, Ka

Well I've been here since Sat. night.  Today we did our drug testing and the FAA wont let them start training us utill we clear.  So tomorrow is our first real day.  Anyway today was lo...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 00:37:00 GMT