Ach du SheiBe!!

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Once there was a little girl who spent numerous days following her grandpa and their goat “Bedäl” through the vast grassy hills in the deep rooted Bavarian Forest. Waking up at the crack of dawn to play with her best friend making forts out of hay stacks and go-carting through the field of cows. And then suddenly she was all grown up lost between two extreme worlds, having no single place to find comfort in, yet she prevailed and through years of turmoil and bad techno music she found her niche. That my friends is a place non-existent and utterly bizarre. So that pretty much sums up me but I can’t explain myself because there is no words in the English dictionary that best describes me. And why fabricate millions of different explanations when each person I know has a completely different perspective of who I am, one can’t explain the unexplainable. My dearest friend Amanda once said, Jacqui, you don’t have problems with the gray areas of life it’s the black and white parts that you seem to have difficulty with. I would like to think I’m sweet, generous, a free spirit, laid back, strange, weird, and normal!br>