I said 'play dead'
I said 'come home'
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Deeper into it and we will not load FORGET
what to change everything is all over here inside of me.
You are NOT one word of god given gift of
speaking TO us here in my head.Open shut door man guardian
other than: RUN FOR YOUR LIFE.
This has become my voice. At times I forget how to speak and oh, it goes so wrong. Was that what I wanted to say? Oh, nevermind. I am music: since birth; since breath; since childhood; since dexterity formed; since I could reach the keys. I used to pause and record and pause and record cassettes when I was eleven. splice me some peter and the wolf with a guitar riff from jane's addiction. scream over that for a while. You know the piece 'CRIED' by giles swayne? My language is all backwards, i know: my palate was too small. What is speech? is it more than language? voice without language... but then there's order in time and there's sound and and and thus music! oh, but is that a language? some think so. There was a picture I saw when I was 12. But you know what's best? the RP2A03 8-bit microprocessor. That's the sound of folk music these days, folks, that's the sound of folk music.
Do I work with others? sometimes, when we'll have one another. Like when I mentally isolated myself for a year doing studies on solo piano and let a spirit take me. that's another, right? ever get the feeling the music around you has enveloped you? that it is now you? That's not a guitar, it's a violin! and yes, it's black. Oh where was I. What the hell ever happened to Veinke? those were the days.
So: repertoire repeating: synths, electronics, piano, violin balalaika, voice, chip.
Music is not simply sound organized in time. Music is the creation and release of tension with sound. I make music.
I am Josef St. Clair. This is an experiment.