Melony

hay all my name is melony but u can call me mel i hope to talk to some of u online. i'm 15 i have short brown hair, brown eyes, 5'4 1/2, 120lbs. i live in miami it's hot as hell,if u where mack up here you'll melt................. people dont really understand me, they dont understand what i go through. i think of things that have happend in the past. how my parents that i now found out ther my grand parents keept the secret away from me that my my father is my so called uncle and my mother ... well i never knew her, dont know what se looks like i know nothing about her. but the only thing that i heard was that she is an amercain and she has blonde hair. i also found out that i have a sister that is older then me. i wish i did stay with my birth parents. i would like to know what it would feel lik to have some one boss me around and me screaming to my mother or father. but i never had that kind of life. i have try to slove my problems with suiside, but some thing alway stops me like i have something inportant to live for.Likes: i like to go out with friends, do stupid shit, try live each day as my last, i love to listen to music, i love going to consert,fairs,and boomers. i lover driving those go carts. it really cool. i like any one and every one but if u start shit with me i finish it. i get a long with every one. some people say i'm friendly. but i dont know u'll have to tell me about it ;)Dislikes: i dont like when people talk behind my back. its very nerve racking. if i dont say anything bad or rude to u. i expect u to do the same.Favorite Music: gothic,meatl,alturnative,industeral,death meatl,some punk.