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mekol

I am here for Dating, Friends and Networking

About Me

Myspace Layouts at Pimp-My-Profile.com / Lightning in the desert

me? well, these days my life is pretty tame. i work hard, i spend time with my family, go to church, and i read (almost anything and as much as possible). i've got a past (two or three it seems), but who doesn't? i'm a more colorful character for the things i've seen and done

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone as complicated and simple as myself....

My Blog

this one is long overdue

i was reading through all my old blogs today and it made me realize how far i've come. in one i talk about my fear to really try at anything because never really trying means never really failing. i'v...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 11:39:00 GMT

apologetic and hopeful

i'm ready to date again. the last time i was 'on the market' i had no business being there... i was totally emotinally raw and unavailable so i acted like a jerk. i treated some pretty decent guy...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 07:53:00 GMT

this looks fun

Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.3. I'll pick a ...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 09:42:00 GMT

georgia on my mind and under my feet

well i finally did something i've been talking about for who knows how long... that's right, drumroll here..... I MOVED BACK TO GEORGIA!! do i seem excited? it will be different this time, because i'm...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 16:59:00 GMT

once again....

my world is upside down and inside out but there is reason to believe that's how i want it.  if i haven't told you that i miss you, well, consider this my telling (don't worry, i'll never spill t...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 19:26:00 GMT

could it be that easy?

so i talked to a friend that up and moved to hawaii a couple weeks ago.  i'm amazed... here i am feeling stuck and yet wanting to stay as much as i want to go... i must continue to move forward i...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 17:30:00 GMT

i went for a drive

i know why i tell people i'm ok. it's because i'm desperately trying to make that the truth.  i want to be ok, but i'm not even sure what that means anymore.  sure i know that it's necessary...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 21:24:00 GMT

on this 23d day

i feel like i have on many other days.  the tricky part is accurately describing that to anyone outside my head.  i'm a bit empty, almost sad and on the verge of drowning myself with fa...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 15:08:00 GMT

who reads this stuff?

here i am again feeling like i'm in a confessional where your only chance of forgiveness is if you speak in code and there is no dictionary or thesaurus to consult.  it's important to note that ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 21:08:00 GMT

ramble

even when i 'lose control' in my dreams i don't really lose control.  i still don't cross any major lines or break any major taboos.  in my dreams i may tell someone i hate them... but i'm n...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 10:01:00 GMT