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April

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About Me

I am divorced (thankfully), have had two wonderful kids. Am an advocate, an artist, poet, and musician (despite later being Hard-of-hearing, I don't let tht stop me). Just put in my hearing aids, turn up my speakers, and go at it of posting the songs as I am listening to them from bands and songs tht mea a lot to me. Lol. I'm a lover of life; I try to not let anyone or anything get me down ..
Jackson Browne - Too Many Angels (Stereo Sound)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSnxS74JE1M

Jackson Browne's song "Too Many Angels" says too well what a dearfriend ofmineknows,all,too well (youknow whoyou are, hon). It is wonderful song,tht I cherished since Jackson Browne firstcame outwiththissong,before I evenmetmydear friend.And I knewthtitwasmentfor me tosingto a specialfriendlater on,andso, I sung it for this for my friend


sarah mclachlan - i will remember you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSz16ngdsG0

This song is for Tim and for all who I also am close friends with, as well. My message of last message.


In The Arms Of an Angel - Sarah McLaughlin
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jVbkz_3lO3c

Dedicated to Tim: As this is you fav song, Tim, I dedicate this song to you, for what you have gone through of losing your loved ones.


Coldplay - Speed of sound live
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l27fTmHUGsk
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey Cover by Ahmir
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omScyt9tSds

This is video to match ariah Carey's video of "Bye Bye" video. Posted this because I am mourning al whom I have lost. And if I go, I hope tht it will be appropriate for some others.


Creed - One Last Breath (Video Clip)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUF3WkempGA

I posted this song because I am feeling like the singer of this song, and am thinking tht 6ft isn't so far down from the edge, and it seems tempting to be at the end. But, I am trying to survive.


Final fantasy 10 + 10-2 My Heart Will Go On
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yR2pzagyzCA

Am alone and without partner in my life, and it hurts. Another reason why I am worn and hurting and tired.


Matchbox 20- Unwell
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKCv2qGMkF0

Just means to much to me, this song. Lol. Don' know why. I am sane, yes. But...lol. Just too much hurt in my life makes me feel unwell, at times, cus I just need safety from physical violence.


Matchbox Twenty - If You're gone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkJJ_U6uAGM

Just wonderful song tht means a lot to me. He wrote this to his current partner, and they still together when he wrote it. and as far as i know, they still are together. Awsome band, too, by the way. :)


Lifehouse You & Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPsQWT7d0iM

Learned of this song in yr 2005 when I was on greyhound bus escaping my ex-husband to Texas to DV shelter, and I cried from this song, and it means so much, yet hurt then, because I couldnt be with my hen, husband because of his abuse. So this song has dual meaning for me: tht love does survive, andalso tht mine coudlnt with my husband.


Green Day - Wake me up when September ends (Official video)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLjhRtn9j4A
Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxfpMGLMZ7Y

This song is matching my current situation, I feel, and I feel tht I walk lone. I have friends who walk longside me. And I know tht "someone up there will find me" to help me along. But iit feels as though currently, in Austin, I AM alone because I currently have no place to escape to for safety this weekend or even right now.


U2 and Green Day "The Saints Are Coming" video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seGhTWE98DU

This says so muich in and of itself about how cool troops are for helping out victims.


Rain - Madonna
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mTzvq0Set-w
Titanic - "Crashed" by Daughtry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dka4ksvuhpc
Daughtry Home [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-qy-G2R6GE

The music video for Daughtry's 2nd single, HomeThis video does not belong to me. It belongs to RCA Music Group and Daughtry.


Daughtry Home [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-qy-G2R6GE

The music video for Daughtry's 2nd single, HomeThis video does not belong to me. It belongs to RCA Music Group and Daughtry.

Describes how I feelwhen I came "home"(when I went to Tim's when he helped me get safe,andthen when after tht, I went to MO., where I moved to, permanently. I literally was "going home" to freedom, and Tim and Donna,both helped me with this,andfor this, I will be forever grateful! Thank you, Tim Bessemer, and Donna! Hugs to you, both!)


Daughtry - It's Not Over
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6s8C2DvfGo

Daughtry It's Not Over (C) 2006 19 Recordings Limited


Daughtry - What About Now (Offical Music Video)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-KZyn3ep9U

Daughtry - What About Know LyricsShadows fill an empty heart As love is fading, From all the things that we are But are not saying. Can we see beyond the scars And make it to the dawn?Change the colors of the sky. And open up to The ways you made me feel alive, The ways I loved you. For all the things that never died, ...

Chris Daughtry's official video of "What About Now" tht he did to tell of homelessness and hunger tht is going on, right now in the world, and how we can help. April


Myspace.com Blogs - Jackson Browne - Too Many Angels (Stereo Sound) - April MySpace Blog
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog....

To a certain dear friend of mine (you know who you are). This is for you since it shows similar of what you have been through and know in life, hon. I dedicate this song to you.




My Delicate Heart


Hurt too much. lost too many friends and loved ones and exes. Evanescence says it all so well....


Julia Savicheva - esli v serdce Best Russian Song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3qIwH94Ejc



Final Fantasy X
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YCOtW-uHHGw

The ultimate Love story!


Final Fantasy X/X-2 - Far Away - Yuna/Tidus story
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoW0aLauvc8

What may be the perfect love story about love tht lasts forever, even thouh one couple dies, they are reincarnated after 1000 years, and still remember, and yet, they of their new bodies, their new souls fall in love (at least tht is how I umderstand it of FFX and FFX-2).


Final Fantasy X Music Video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zatEvxu1fCQ

How the love story of Yuna and Titus of FFX and FFX-2 should be told (this video shows it, well, in my opinion).


1000 memories/words
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BA4lfktT9BQ

I havent heard the words to this music video, but I imagine tht they tell the story as the pictures in this video do of the story of Shuyin and Lenne, and later, of Yuna and Tidus. It realy is an awsome game, and video in one this FF series.


Jewel - Standing Still
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4clfOinQOc8
Jewel - Who Will Save Your Soul
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YK55GYyMs8I
Jewel - Down so long
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjTd7dsow2g
Jewel - Foolish Games
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owbOZgfWOQY

I cannot even begin to explain how much this song explains how I feel. It is shocking how wel this does.


Jewel - Hands
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lYTlfCyrXI
Bring me to life by Evanescence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKer9hry-Gg
Final Fantasy X/X-2 and Evanescence - Bring me to life
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeP6v3tdrRQ
Evanescence - Going Under
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UZjf9C6atT4
Dishwalla - Counting Blue Cars
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5MjVyqByzU

Music video by Dishwalla performing Counting Blue Cars with Chris Applebaum, Robert Nackman (C) 1995 A&M Records


.. Listen to Em Inem songs at dizzler.com


"You" Evanescence Final Fantasy - Yuna x Tidus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9n2SCc0pLg
A Tribute To The Memories Of Final Fantasy X
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rGCAOnsuik

Nickelback - Far Away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lU0IAHQ52e4
Nickelback - Far Away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4y-RzVGrHg
Fuel-Shimmer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p0QMfK9hzgA

Fuel Shimmer (C) 1998 SONY BMG MUSIC ENTERTAINMENT


Sarah Mclachlan - Fallen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMuEw-9t9Xs

Fallen video clip by Sarah McLachlan


Lifehouse - Whatever It Takes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iawro7IfoCM

Music video by Lifehouse performing Whatever It Takes with Frank Borin, Steven Johnson (C) 2007 Geffen Records


"Possession (Live)"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UgPeBjHIjE
Sarah McLachlan - Possession
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akjHwk9ur2Q

Sarah McLachlan Possession (C) Arista Records, Inc.


Sarah McLachlan - World On Fire
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzoNInZ2ClQ

music video for Sarah McLachlan - World on Fire


answer sarah mclachlan
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8B1ai25lUo


Sarah McLachlan Animal Cruelty Video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gspElv1yvc

Advocating for abused animals, too. And I am helping to do so by adding this video of Sarah McLachlan's commerical to help fight against animal abuse. I think tht she said it best of how to help better than I could.


Sarah McLachlan Asks You to Help Fennesz
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TiCyG0w0ZAY

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God (in person), Jesus (in person face to face), Jackson Browne; Beatles; Mother Theresa; Ghandi; Nelson Mandella; JFK; Bonnie Raitt; Albert Eistein; The prophet, Nostradamus; Scientists; Philosphisers of many eras ago (Socrates, Plato, Neitze, Shoppenhaur, and so many others; philosphers and debators of today's era, too, I'd like to meet).

My Blog

MARIAH CAREY: 18 Years, 18 Number One Hits

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jki8JmeolbY
Posted by on Sun, 15 Mar 2009 02:26:00 GMT

Sarah Mclachlan Angel AMV

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids....
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 14:23:00 GMT

Final fantasy X/2 - Cascada Everytime we touch (slow)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fuFF_6bg4T4
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 20:54:00 GMT

So Far Away - Final Fantasy X, X-2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GT-hOH-QAp4EnJoY! Song: Staind Lyrics: This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I've shared And these are my dreams That I'd never live...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 20:35:00 GMT

far away-Crossfade

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUw7xq9mSCs
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 18:20:00 GMT

Sarah Mclachlan-Fallen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yHAn5rPx1c8
Posted by on Fri, 06 Mar 2009 00:05:00 GMT

Sarah McLachlan-Fallen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5FKDq7WECM
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 23:59:00 GMT

The Perishers feat Sarah McLachlan - Pills (Live)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uwl7lqCzzG0
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 23:51:00 GMT

Sarah McLachlan - Don't Give Up On Us acoustic

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZiucdtC0y0g
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 23:36:00 GMT

Sarah McLachlan;Sarah McLachlan featuring The Sarah McLachlan Music Outr...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11f_i6UqrZYSarah McLachlan;Sarah McLachlan featuring The Sarah McLachlan Music Outreach Children's Choir and Youth Choir Happy Xmas (War Is Over) (C) 2006 Arista Records...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 23:25:00 GMT