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About Me

Im definatley not perfect, I really dont try too much to be. Im secure in who I am. I've have had so many hardships in my life. But getting through them has made me stronger person. What I do, definatley does not defie who I am. I don't like to talk very much. I tend to underthink things, so I act on impulse more than necessary. I am sarcastic to a fault, with my friends ... sometimes just people. I spend a lot of time daydreaming about love, so I don always have my head in what I'm doing. I'm a pretty straight forward person. There aren't too many special things about me. I'm nice to most people when I want to be. To be honest, I'm really a loner. People treat me like shit. I don't do shit about it. I have basically one thing I'm living for. It's not for anyone or anything. But for being the survivor of a traumatic car wreck. In 2003 I lost the left side of my frontal lobe, and all my mobilities. As well as my dignity. I have all of that back now over the years. Sharing my story with people makes me cry. Please don't ask about it. Yesh, that is me. All I have to say about myself.
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His eyes reveal, his hopes, dreams, fears, and shows when he cares. They tell me that there is life in him. Those eyes, so beautiful, They never lie. But his lips do. His lips, The color rose red. Just perched there under his nose. Waiting... waiting for me to introduce my lips with his.Looking into his eyes all I see is him looking at me. While playing and flirting, I look at him; and I notice that he knows it is me. Glancing from his beautiful smile and into his eyes, I know he cares for me.

My Blog

Your distance.

I want you. I ache for you. But still I wait for you. Because I love you.Too cold to speak, too warm to look.You keep your distance from me.A sweet song has played so many nights,from a hallow s...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 11:06:00 GMT

The art of loosing herself

> Her eyes stare upon the scars on her wrists>> The scars are her memories of miserable nights>>> She is so ashamed of herself and her life>>>> There is pain that lives w...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 04:30:00 GMT

From the inside out, my sould cries out. For you.

I lay down at night. Naked in my bed, so soft. All of my surroundings are blown out of proportion. The dark moon's light r...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 14:43:00 GMT

The Coupling of Passion and Erotic Lusts

A touch of your skin. Soft and slippery,With the hint of sweet sweat.>>>We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,As the wind breezed in from the window above us.>>>Our eyes met bri...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 07:05:00 GMT

Coming Undone

>This nightmare is becoming even more hellish>>Awake in my tomb it is the pain that I relish>>>An already sad tale to tell and embellish>>It is my love story, such as it is>>>It started with a blade, ...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 05:05:00 GMT

First Kiss

> I asked, "May I kiss you?"> You just smiled.> No answer was necessary.> Our initial kiss was just a flirt.> My tounge lightly flickered.> As if I had asked 'Do you want me'> The...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 05:41:00 GMT

The suicide. xX

I take that blade,and without thinking,draw it across the snow white skin of mine.I don't think about that promise I made to you,the one that says I wouldn't cut again,the one that says I would...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 17:14:00 GMT

Sudifice & Sacrifice

> > Be still! > You don't own me > Be still! > I am the one in control > Be still! > A prowling tiger moving in for the kill > Be still! > To late you are dead and for once ...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 16:37:00 GMT

Drowning in the Air that I breathe

>Somewhere - with no origin,> somewhere - with no margin,> a race came into beginning.> > Humans they were called,> humanity became a part,> insanity became their heart.> >...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 15:46:00 GMT