Pain to Gain
What can I say?
Here I sit again.
Alone, to myself
Isn't that how it always begins?
Been through so much,
Wondering when I'll see the end.
Don't care no more,
As transparent as it is to see.
To the Lord my prayers I send,
Me; myself I cannot defend.
My heart overwhelmed by the pain,
Sending my tears like rain.
No happiness does remain,
Only the pain I can claim,
With each waking day,
Loneliness I gain.
Luppy Bolander
26 Dec 07 ©
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Grease and Grease 2, Seven Brides For Seven Brothers, GiGi, Dean Martin and Jerry Lewis movies, Princess Bride, Drop Dead Fred, Indaina Jones, Star Wars, FoxFire, Just Like Heaven, Full Metal Jacket, Sound of Music, I grew up on Disney Movies, Capital Rats, Mall Rats, Jay and Silent Bob movies Rock, Aracnaphobia, Pleasantville, Lair Liar, Waterboy, Billy Madison, Half Baked, Jarhead, Dangerous Minds, Romeo and Juliet, Brave Heart, Gladiator, Madd Max, Rambo, Over the Top, MIA I II III, Top Gun, Vanilla Skys, Sandlot, Train Spotting, Basketball Diaries, Cruel Intentions, Gangs of New York, Knights Tale, 5th Element, Enemy oF the State, Independence Day, Armaggedon, GODFATHER, Carlitos Way, Blood in Blood out, Bound by Honor, Daddyday Care, Dr Doolittle, Sister Mary Clarence Sister Act, Dazed and Confused, Beavis And Butthead Do America, The Crow and the sequal, The Movie about Bruce Lee's Life, Johnny Menonic, Total Recall, Judge Dredd, Tombstone, Wyatt Earp, Young Guns and the sequal, The Man From Snowy River and the sequal, Hamelet, Troy, Sleeping Beauty, And if i have forgottne any it's because there are way to many good ones to think of...
Simpsons, All In the Family, Three's Company, Reba, Family Matters, Full House, A-team "I Pity Da Foo", Chips, Saved By The Bell, Growing Pains, Quantam Leap, McCgyver I don't think i spelt that right, Comedy Central,The Cobert Report, Cartoon Network, Fuse Tv, Mtv, and a lil VH1, Walker Texas Ranger, Halmark Channel, Sports, Prison Break, There's alot of good Television shows... I like the police detective ones where they solve the case's there one in particular on U.S.A.
First off my Holy Scriptures. It is the fruit of life. A Wrinkle In Time Madeline Lingal, The Hobbit, Robert Jordan does some fasinating writing, William Blake, Edgar Allen Poe, Emily Dickson, Mark Twain, Mary Shelly Frankenstien, Lord of the Flies, Crimson Letter, There are so many talented and gifted writer's out there that this little section Doesn't really give them true justice for thier work, Shakespeare through and through.This is one of my poems I have written over 40 poems... If you like this one check out my blog... Hope you enjoy!!!
Mornings Dew
Mornings dew,
That streams from mine eyes.
Has blatantly left me undisguised.
To show my true feelings,
Whilst I cry.
Sitting under an oak tree, strong and fine;
Which has stood since the start of time.
On top of the hill overlooking the valley.
Ahh-; seeming sweet with the sunset,
Pastel rays filling the skies.
Beautiful it is...
Such nights she and I would sit under the oak,
Hand in hand with smiles upon our faces.
Twinkles within her eyes,
More beautiful than the star lit night skies.
Although the star filled night shall have to do,
For my lady is not within my arms.
She left me in our place of happy memories,
In woes of sadness.
27 Aug. 01©
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