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My Narcissism

i think, there for you are...

About Me

"Its hard to be a black sheep in the flock that follows the sheperd"

its situations like these that make me realize how truly boring i really am actually i started this for my art not me... but as you can see or not see actaully... my art work is lacking... lacking existence... so really this is serving no purpose i'd advise you to look no further and seek what ever you may find else where

My Interests

life, death, and everything before, in between and after

I'd like to meet:

more booty calls... preferably not allergic to duct tape and has no aversions to basements...
anyone open to a good conversation, or honest enough to tell me how much I suck... you can do this if you have AIM... the SN is "scrawnypaleguy13"

"Knock, knock! Who's there? Mickey. Mickey who? Mickey Mouse, Mickey Mantle, Mickey Rourke, Mickey Finn, Mickey Dolenz, Mickey Knox. Guilty? You bet your ass. But I think Charles Manson said it best when he said -- "I'm not herrrre, man...I'm not here!" I don't blame Mickey or Mallory. I blame Ajax and Jack Frost and Frosted Flakes and Achy Breaky, Lyndon Johnson, Johnny Cash, Johnny Carson, Johnny Quest. I blame the Pope, and Pop-Tarts, the Popile Pocket Fisherman. Ahh! I blame Jif, and jazz and O.J. Simpson, JFK, RFK, FDR, FBI, CIA, STP, AFL, CIO, ABC, NBC, JVC, VCR. I blame John Wilkes Booth and Sirhan Sirhan Sirhan and Mary Tyler Moore. I blame all people who use three names. Big Bird, guilty, Barney, guilty! I blame Jesus Christ and Jon Bon Jovi! I stick my right index finger in Wayne Newton's left eyeball! Not their parents, not drugs, not society-at-large. Do you want to know who I really blame? The Pittsburgh Pirates because in 1947, Major League Baseball scouted a hot young pitching prospect named Fidel Castro. Hot outta Havana High, he had big speed and a nasty curveball but at the last minute, the teams all rescinded their offers. Just think about that. If Fidel had been drafted, huh huh? No Bay of Pigs, no Kennedy assassination, no cover-up, no Vietnam, no Nixon, no Ford, no bell-bottoms, no Brady Bunch, no earthshoes, no Reagan, no crack. No, we'd all be eating hotdogs and apple-pie and smoking big fat Cuban cigars. M-I-C. See you real soon. K-E-Y. Why? Because they want to, that's why." - Denis Leary- Natural Born Killers

Music:

we could be here all day if i named every band i like... lets just assume there isn't a genre i don't listen to... i'm extremely eclectic but just as critical about what i consider exceptional music in each genre

Movies:

please refere to my statement on "music" and replace with "movie"

Television:

i don't even have an antenna so my television is reserved for movies only and a select video game once or twice a year... ( but lost in my guilty secret that i have someone tape for me each week)

Books:

fiction: anything by Clive Barker and Poppy Z. Brite, Frank Hurbert for his Dune series, and JRR Tolkien for The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings.

nonfiction: anything religious (esoteric and organized), philosophy,and theoretical physics.

Heroes:

i relate to the misunderstood villains more often than nun which i'd rather refer to as anti-heroes

My Blog

first significant disclosure (David Koresh ruined my life)

so i don't get it... this is totally not fare... i've wept tonight... more for you than me... but its my burden and yet... you'll never know what i carry for you... i can't keep it for myself... it wa...
Posted by My Narcissism on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 12:35:00 PST

insignificantly disclosing my fasion zombies

things you didn't know about me...my "will" is much stronger that me...my "will" as no scorn  like fury...my "will" is as leathal as a sneeze during huuricane season...my "will"  has no powe...
Posted by My Narcissism on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 02:10:00 PST

The real pigeon farming.

ok so i tottally dig this interactive blogging thing... it totally fucks with my head to know your out there... but just like the real thing there are always ups and downs about involving strangers......
Posted by My Narcissism on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 07:56:00 PST

insignificant disclosure in appropriately named "pigeon farming"

because it was all that i figured it could be... i guess i was wrong... assuming there was more i never concidered and less i should have known... what else then lets move on... sorry about the long p...
Posted by My Narcissism on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 02:20:00 PST

Every wish has its price.... (and i’m paying my dues)

Do This. Leave your name and:1. I'll respond with something random about you2. I'll challenge you to try something3. I'll...
Posted by My Narcissism on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 04:56:00 PST

insignificant disclosure (formerly known as prince)

do you remember how weird it can get... i'm having trouble forgetting at the moment... ya know times like these... the ones inbetween the important ones... the ones that are so unnervingly insignifica...
Posted by My Narcissism on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 02:29:00 PST

this on is for you...

if you really have to ask... its probably not about you... of course its all in jest... i mean its a joke right... well atleast i'm laughing.... besides you never ask me here... so really how honest c...
Posted by My Narcissism on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 09:26:00 PST

sometimes...

i'd just wish you'd shut up for just maybe ten min... then i might be able to hear everything else....
Posted by My Narcissism on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 01:48:00 PST

you know what red im talking about...

its not easy, knowing exactly what kind of whore you really are...self awareness can really damper your selfesteem...underneith it all my nails are always red......
Posted by My Narcissism on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 11:59:00 PST

cant wait for the pendulum to swing too far

the idea alone of hunting feral cattle in my village makes me hard... those big brown eyes probably won't even flinch when i walk up to crush its skull... god those burgers will be heavenly... i'm pol...
Posted by My Narcissism on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 04:29:00 PST