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♠f.A.v.A.♠ ♠Phase7♠

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

Steven: I'm 16, im into a lot of things. Im a sophmore a THS. I've gone through some pretty hard times but it has only made me stronger and more mature. I don't like fake people and i don't like drama. I fall fast and land painfully. Im a one of kind guy and you'll never meet another steven like me. I'm always down for anything and mostly love meeting new people so add me and start talking. My trust is something you don't want to lose. But im done with this so lets talk. :) "Don't wish for it, work for it"- Jason fava. My older brother. OH yeah, IM ITALIAN!!!!!!! R.I.P JASON MICHAEL FAVA (A.K.A) "Don't wish for it, work for it"- Jason fava. My older brother. OH yeah, IM ITALIAN!!!!!!! R.I.P JASON MICHAEL FAVA (A.K.A) (MY HERO/ MY BROTHER) 1-16-87 ~ 9-23-06 WE LOVE YOU! IGHT DEN LATE!

My Interests

cAR's, racing games.

I'd like to meet:

Some girl that likes me for me and that i can treat right. :D

Music:


Hate Me [message on voicemail:] Hi Justin! This is your mother. It is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya and take care honey. I know your under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye! I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me so for all the things i didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!” Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?” Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you For you For you For you

Television:


Click to see Video

Books:

Poetry!

Heroes:

My older brother!

My Blog

This is sad....

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy...
Posted by ♠f.A.v.A.♠ ♠Phase7♠ on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 10:51:00 PST

I think I'm going to be ok.

I never thought after my brother passing I would be ok. But I guess I was wrong... I mean, I'm still dealing with the pain, but i got the best friends i could ever ask for. I'm meeting new friends and...
Posted by ♠f.A.v.A.♠ ♠Phase7♠ on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 10:56:00 PST

I Don't know why..

It's so hard to live a fake life. I'm not saying I'm fake, but when someone you love ask you something, and you don't want to lie, but you have to tell a lie. Or you think you hurt them. The things I...
Posted by ♠f.A.v.A.♠ ♠Phase7♠ on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 09:16:00 PST

THIS IS FOR YOU JA,.... THIS IS HOW I FEEL AND CAN FINALLY LET A LITTLE GO......

THIS IS HOW I FEEL AND CAN FINALLY LET A LITTLE GO...... life sucks since your no longer hear, i see evil wen now one cares, i wish it was me instead of you, i wish you were hear, you were everyt...
Posted by ♠f.A.v.A.♠ ♠Phase7♠ on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:26:00 PST

Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya so wut up? this is my first blog but ill have more!! so girlz r part of my life but it sucks because u really like some 1 but u dont think they like u back! if u take a chance then u might get hurt...
Posted by ♠f.A.v.A.♠ ♠Phase7♠ on Sat, 13 May 2006 05:56:00 PST