♥ Alyssa ♥

♥ Alyssa Ann Palmer is my full name... Remember that, You'll see it in the spot light some day. I just turned 21 in June, and I must say, life just got better. haha. (Kinda sucks cuz none of my girls are 21, but they will be soon, so watch out) I attend college at Edinboro University majoring in Graphic Design--Oh yes, I am one of those art nerds. I'm a very deep person, and to be honest a lot of my friends do not know that about me. I keep to myself, and thirst for at least one person to figure me out. If you would like to contradict me- I'm game. I can mostly figure someone out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with them. I consider myself to my genuine, and would never betray the ones I love. I have many best friends and tons of close friends, always more guys than girls. Sometimes that can be a problem with boyfriends, but to be honest, I've never given up a honest true friend ship for anybody, and I do not plan to do so for anyone. ♥ I love my prissy, gorgeous bitches, and would bend over back for them they way we have done for each other for the passed 5 years since we turned into 'The Bitch Click'. (I'm totally not a clicky person, just a nick name we have). Yet I love my guys for watching out for me the way they have. My family is always my number one priority. When I was younger, it was never like that, but now that I'm older, my mother was always right that friends may come and go but family will always be there. I have had a true best friend, Maria since I was in 7th grade, who I still talk to on a daily basis. My mom calls it my soul mate best friend. People who new us then are shocked that we still visit and talk to each other as much as we can. She is practically like a sister to me, and knows every single detail about my life. (except she came to visit summer of 07, and never heard my childhood embarrassing nick name 'Leh', and was very upset about it, and now calls me Leh, along with everyone else) She now lives in N.C, in the exact city my sister moved to recently. My sister is also my best friend, and I have no clue what I would do with out her. When ever we're together we can laugh and laugh. She's a true blue, honest person who is my all time best friend I have ever had, and I can trust her with anything. My mother is also not just a mother. She is amazing and should probably win the best mom in the universe award. She is not only the best mother in the universe, always being there for me, but also the BEST friend anyone could ever ask for. These three girls are my everything. ♥ I loved, Lost, and Learned... The three things every soul/ person should feel. For my age, or for any age, I have seen, been through, and heard of things someone should never see or even imagine going through. I keep these thoughts in the back of my head, and when they crawl up on me in worse times, I escape through writing; Something I loved and learned to help ease pain, or express thought or feelings I have/ had since I was about 13. I love to laugh, and I yearn for those who constantly put smiles on my face. If you see me out, I am sure you will not see a smile leave my face. People wonder why I'm one of those cheery, happy people always laughing smiling and running around care free. I do not try to be like that, I just always have been, and damn it, I hate girls like that. I'm not conceded, I'm confident. Confident with a slight bit of cockiness. High maintenance can be considered a good thing if you know how to carry yourself. Realizing that taking care of yourself and your body is a good thing, it clears your mind, more free, less cluttered. Be yourself. Do not be someone your not, but just know someone out there will always hate on you (probably for something dumb), but someone will always look up to you. Intelligence can be considered beauty on all types of levels. I believe everybody and everything in this world has Beauty, and talent, and if one uses it, failure should never occur. ♥
♥ lol had to put that in here, Sounds like a typical catholic eh? haha I'm going to Hell for that.
♥ I'm also the biggest beach bum (when I have time)
♥ I'm a nature girl. So white water rafting, canooing, biking, hiking, I love it all. I try to go camping at least 2-3 times a year.
♥ I also played soccer since I was 4 years old but stopped at 17 for dumb reasons. Yes, I miss it like crazy, I've played volley ball, took dance, ice-skated, and other stuff.
♥ I love clear nights where I can lay back and look at the stars. I could lay for hours, esp if I'm with the right person
♥ I'm NOT Italian...I'm Irish, polish, German, Scottish and English..
♥ Maria is probably the most important person in my life. A Best friend, a sister, my psychologist, my comedian, my everything. Even though there's far distance, we seem to get closer and closer all the time. She's been my best friend ever since 7th grade when she ripped my best friend necklace off my neck because another girl had the other half. Oh, and since she tried to burn our best friend notebook too. Oh yes, we're both equally psycho.
♥ I loooove allll kinds of music... and when I say that I mean it. You might be surprised
♥ I'm super independent.... a little too independent...
♥ I like to cuddle; if I'm with the right person
♥ I hate liars more than anything...
One of my major down falls is opening up to someone... It's really really hard for me to explain my feelings.. I still need to find myself. I may be a little complicated but Anyone who is willing to work it out with me, relationship wise... just another reason why you must be worth it.
♥ I finally DID meet my sisters fish flow. sorry for the little picture..
♥ I'm a major nerd(period)
FAVORITE QUOTES:
Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, dont complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Dont bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality . Wake Up and Live! - Bob Marley
~Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets - so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance - take it. If it changes your life - let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it....
TO ERIE: -**We are truly Americas elite and no one is going to tell us otherwise. With a bar and a church on every street corner, our city is already sweeter than yours. We've played our share of volleyball on beach six and all know someone whose car was fucked up by gypsies at Axe Murder Hallow. When there wasn't shit to do we ride high on the PI (presque Isle Park) til we realized they'll let 12 year olds into Calamaris. You think you know snow? We eat snow for breakfast. But more importantly we grew up in a city (pennsylvanias third largest might I add) which is characterized by not having shit to do (unless you really like the dollar theatre) AND WE STILL MANAGE TO PARTY HARDER THAN THE REST OF THE WORLD... that's right, they dont call it a great lake for nothing. That's right. Im from ERIE, PA**
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