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R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18}

I know that you like how i wear my crown

About Me

Blonde moments are a daily thing for me. I''m random, silly, and filled with random facts. I am definitely one of those people that always stands out in the crowd. I have dreams of becoming something amazizng, so i study hard and to balance it out, I party just as hard. I just graduated from UCR (Go Highlanders!) and am now working on my 2nd B.A. So yes i am a smart COOKIE. I'm a big flirt, but hey it's the most fun a girl can have. I love California but New York City is my home away from home. I get the best of both worlds, and those East Coast boys, can't resist the Cali charm. I can definitely work my spanish rythm on the dance floor, and i've got the trophies to prove it. Nat (My Tipdrill) and I are attached at the hip and we're convinced that we need our own reality show. I love all my sisters ... especially my big, my lils, and my tipdrill. "Man those sig kaps are looking hot right now!".I am the princess 2 the game...I get what i want when i want it. Remember, true game is when you can make someone believe that they're running game on you when the whole time they're being played. My friends have all my love and no one comes before my family and my friends. I stay real and stay gangsta. *giggles*My kiss is... mysterious My hugs are... friendly My eyes... burn into your heart My touch is... the only thing You desire My smell is... amazing My smile is... amazing My love is... everlasting*My Sister* I love my sister so much! when we were younger we had the biggest sibling rivalry but now that we're both older we've gotten a lot closer. She is my best friend. She is my twin. I trust her with everything. She is the most beautiful person in the world. We've been through so much together and no one understands me better than she does. No matter what i do and how much i might disappoint everyone else, I know that she will always believe in me. Boys watch out cuz i taught her all she knows. Girls watch out cause she's the princess in training. The rest of the world, keep an eye on her because she will do great things. I luv my little sugar bugger (baby cakes) “The times we shared are like a shooting star... the time is short but really beautiful moments.... Forever engraved in our hearts....”

My Interests

I love twirling, giggling, dancing, singing, jumping, skipping, fighting (getting body slammed), running, squealing, sneezing, hiccuping, shopping, writing, reading, hugging, snuggling, boys, shoes,capoeira, and shiny things !

I'd like to meet:

Well if we're going to be totally superficial about it ... Michael Jordan, Brad Pitt, and Justin Timberlake, Carlos Arroyo.....Ok those are the normal ones ofcourse I can't leave out ma sexy Llamel, I try to feed him but he never eats. My fairies, Ma Mu family, Sexy horny unicorns, satan cause im dating his son lol wierdo and of course that sexy magic dragon that puffs.if we're going to be serious about it ...i would most like to meet my great great grandparents, to ask them about our family history, i would also like to meet Mankiller (one of the most famous native american women ever), Elizabeth Barrett Browning, and Edgar Allen Poe (although those last two might be a bit depressing) and Miguel Pinero(hehehe chex ur an idiot) ....that's some deep ish fa sho.Add Comment

Music:

Mariah Carey, NSYNC, Michael Jackson, Snoop Dogg, Britney Spears, Joe Veras, Antony Santos, Aventura, 2Pac, Blink 182, Good Charolette, Willie Nelson, Eric Clapton, Bob Dylan, Xtreme, Eminem, Deena Carter, etc.

Movies:

PETER PAN (I love Tinkerbell), How To Lose a Guy in 10 Days, Mean Girls, Troy, The Exorcist, Halloween (all of them), Step Up, Scarface, Carlitos Way, Goodfellas, The Godfather,Legally Blonde, Lord of the Ring (legolas), Happy Feet

Television:

i'm addicted to MTV: Real World, Super Sweet Sixteen,ect. Also Foster's House of Imaginary Friends, Fairly Oddparents, Law & Order SVU and Criminal Intent, I Love New York, The White Rapper Show, Buscando Amor, Jose Luis, , Growing up Gotti ( i looove carmine) and Seventh Heaven

Books:

Harry Potter, The Lone Ranger and Tonto Fistfight in Heaven, Caramelo, Shopaholic (series), The Afterlife, The Lovely Bones, Maus, The Alchemist

Heroes:


No Tears Only Smiles & Kisses
I was wandering through time, searching for myself while looking for nothing. I found you; and in finding you i found myself and all my dreams. In you I found the link that had been missing between my life and my happiness. I had it all except one thing and you gave it to me. I found in your hug the warmth i had been looking for. I found in your kiss the passion I had desired. I found in your smile the beauty I had longed for. And I found in your love eternity. Nothing is perfect; love is not perfect. Somehow I think i have my perfect love. It will never be perfect to everyone else; however, i have learned to be satiated knowing that i have found MY perfect love. In what I always believed was imperfect love I found everything i wanted and needed. In a world so different from mine, i found myself in someone else. In a world that involves everything that I am not and people unlike me, i found myself. Soulmates. A laughable idea often associated with centuries past. Now we're all simply looking for Mr. Right Now. We're looking for what makes us happy right now. The closest we can get to ourselves. People say that opposites attract. it's true opposites attract but opposites also clash. Maybe the saying should be: "similar people with opposite experiences attract". It's not as catchy but more accurate. How can someone have so much faith in me? How can someone take both the good and the bad with such grace? You have to love yourself in order for others to love you. But it was you who taught me to love myself. Blood couldn't make us any closer than we already are. Just goes to show you age is nothing but a number. Whether we be the same age or 5 years apart it would not make a difference. You will always have a piece of my heart and i will always wish for your eternal happiness and success. You deserve nothing less.

My Blog

Fearless

Fearless Stunters Yesterday was one of the most amazing days i've had in a long time. I went to the Central American parade in Downtown LA and got to be in the parade with Fearless Stunters. I haven't...
Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 11:08:00 PST

Greg is super cool

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Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 03:31:00 PST

No More... Baby Imma Do Right

it's funny how you pretend i matter so much. how you try to make me feel bad for feeling the way i do. how you constantly try to make me explain myself. I wish you could take a step back and look at t...
Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 12:27:00 PST

Stop Fucking W/ My Head

So tell me why ... i've been going through a lot of things. Well, as much as i've been trying to avoid thinking about the whole "monkey + baby" thing. I finally figured something out and was excited t...
Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 07:48:00 PST

last ckomment

..> THeY CkaN.. Aug 19, 2007 9:31 PMyo.. hope u feelin better.. hit me up when u wanna roll out.. oh.. and got some gangsta shit thats gonna be poppin soon.. just hit me up.. ..>...
Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 08:13:00 PST

My Lil Bear - Herberth

I remember seeing you for the first time sitting in the small desk in Sister Francis' first grade class. I remember you wearing the white and red robe every sunday when you were an altar server. I rem...
Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:45:00 PST

Truth & Time will tell all...

time will definitely reveal all...whether i want it to or not. Truth, however, I am able to control. I know the truth will bring about all the necessary results. Am I ready to reveal the truth of who ...
Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 11:00:00 PST

Haiku

You call and argue. I listen but do not speak. Now, i love you less
Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:08:00 PST

Latin Love {Poem}

::Latin Love:: Mexican Love is like a hurricane. on the outside it is crazy and unpredictable; however on the inside it is calm and comforting. Mexican Love is nights that overflow with- vodka s...
Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 07:21:00 PST

Men

"you have to find the men and not the boys" -Vick so true. how uncomfortable was i today? you know when you walk into a group and feel like they were just talking about you? it's really not the best f...
Posted by R.I.P. Lil Bear{Dip18} on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 09:34:00 PST