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You Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)
You're both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination.
You were born to be a doctor. What Advanced Degree Should You Get?
hmmm...what can i say about myself? maybe i can start by saying that im a medical student that sleeps more than any medical student I know! I probably cant afford to sleep but i LOVE my long naps! I love to joke around - i usually act silly when im with my friends. However, i can also be quiet when im around people i dont really know. I have a really high standard for myself and for other people...its not that im hard to please but i work hard for what i got and i know what i deserve. Im Independent but i also love being with people. I love and treasure my family and friends. Adjectives to describe myself???? I'll probably use loving, caring, honest, trustworthy, and most importantly opinionated. My steadfast rule is treat others the way u wanna be treated. I opt for a drama-free life so to those people who loves to create drama...im not the person u wanna be friends with...im sorry. Im a happy-go-lucky girl - i can hang and party but i am also DRIVEN by my dreams... that maybe someday, in the near future, I can make a difference.
....I may act stupid sometimes coz im too occupied with matters of the heart. For I always keep in mind that we come to live not finding the right person but by finding to see an imperfect person perfect...coz giving someone all my love is never an assurance that he'll love me back :( ....i don't expect love in return...i just wait for it to grow in his heart, but if it didnt...i'd be content coz it grew in mine.... With matters of the heart, i always give it my best shot, so whatever happens i won't regret anything coz I know that i did everything...for i understand that love is not about "its all your fault" but "im sorry,".....not about "where are you?" but "im right here"...not about "how could you?" but "i understand"....not about "I wish you were" but "im thankful you are"
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Your Beauty lies in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects. You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you are.

Some Things That Represent You:


Element: Fire, Water
Animal: Chameleon
Color: Dark Tones, Light Tones
Songs: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression: Half-smile
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.

My Interests

i love to chill n just relax...but when i do go out, i love to go dancing with my friends...no dancing with strangers please :) .... i love to sing while i drive which is like all the time... i stopped singing in the shower ( i dunno why, so dont ask!) .... i love to eat, eat, n eat...i never gain any weight (damn i want 10 more lbs!)

I'd like to meet:

in MYSPACE I wanna meet -- interesting people

in REAL life -- Im LoOkiNg 4 hIm.......
....A guy whose worth my time n effort n who appreciates me 4 me...I would want a guy who is kind, caring, sincere,n can just sweep me off my feet...the kind of guy who makes my heart skip a beat, n gives me butterflies in my stomach everytime i see him... -=)...someone who isnt too damn pushy, over-protective, jealous n tries to tell me wat i can do n cant do all the time, someone cute - =),n understanding n loves me 4me, not someone they want me to be...this is who i am, take it or leave it....A guy who isnt afraid to show me his true self n his true feelings whether it'd be if it was out in public or if it'd be just the two of us alone..a guy who is willing to drop whatever he is doing to be there by my side...someone who is willing to give his heart n his love to me n only me (NO CHEATERS PLS)...someone who always makes me feel special n loved...someone who isnt afraid 2 give me his heart n soul in exchange 4 mine...A guy who makes me smile n laugh all the time...When im with him all i think about is him n all my troubles and worries just seem 2 dissapear when he's around...someone who loves to cuddle... -=) ...i wouldn't mind being spoiled sometimes either... -=) ...Thats all im asking for... is that too much to ask?!? -=( is anyone out there like this?!?... I'm hoping that i've already met him but there's just too many complications for me to handle that i just dont understand @ this moment, so i guess we'll just have to wait n see what happens...

I also want to get a hold of old friends who ive lost contact with, new friends who are nice, honest, real, dramaless and not quick to judge a book by its cover.... Lik3 my ChIcka BaBe$ < BiEn, CaThz, MiLLeT, aTe cLaIr, rEyNa & elL3n > & my boyz [Tj, mIkE, PaNgeT, jUlius, jAmEs & cLarKy]....

Music:



UmMm... R&B... HiP~HoP... slOw JamS... N MostLy nethin daT haS a Nice AsS BeaT... ShaKe daT AsS!!!

Movies:

Alfie, Armageddon, Hitch, Never Been Kissed, Wedding Crashers, Interpreter.... and so much more (i cant think of them right now)

Television:

I love Grey's Anatomy, HOUSE, Scrubs, Desperate Housewives, CSI Miami (anything about forensic investigation will catch my attention)...i also like to watch FRIENDS...even if i've seen it before, i'd watch it as if i'm watching it for the first time (meaning=no washroom breaks!)

Books:

i used to collect all those sappy love novels but now that im a little older n know that love doesn't usually happen like that...im more into suspense thriller stuff

Heroes:

No One but God :)

My Blog

True essence of Love - thanks Cat :)

To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the oth...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 08:15:00 PST

standing still...

Being in medical school sometimes make me feel like im standing still and everyone is passing me by. As if everyone is living their life and im stuck here in my dorm room doing nothing..well...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 08:53:00 PST

so true..good advice for everyone

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll bre...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 09:30:00 PST

... thinking of u...

When you are NOT here with metrust me, I THINK OF U.If we are NOT on the phone together,I am sitting here MISSING U.When I go for dayswithout talking or hearing from u,BELIEVE ME I miss youDo u know h...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 05:06:00 PST

I cant believe it!

         Midterms is finally over! This year went by sooooo fast, one more month and I am done with my first year as a medical student. I cant believe that...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 05:12:00 PST

I dont mean to....

I dont mean to sound angry, but thats what you made me I dont mean to be heartbroken, but thats what you left me I dont mean to be bitter, cause lifes not about that I dont mean to be lonely, ...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

After a while... u learn

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. You learn that love doesnt mean leaning and company doesnt always mean security. You begin to learn that kis...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

what letting go really means

To let go...... To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't winning and it isn't losing. It's not about p...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

this time i failed ....

I'm as skilled as any fighter As clever as any shrewd I'd train myself everyday More than a man should. I'm as graceful as any gazette As stunning as any queen I'd pin my nose on a book Joi...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Hints for life

The Top 11 Hints for Life 1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. ...
Posted by ~hoP3fuL fuTuRe DocTor~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST