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About Me

I'd write something funny and and charming to make you want to contact me but, I just don't want to. Already, I'm sure you think I'm a bitch and I'm confident that I am. "So why the fuck are you on My Space, you ask?"Because my therapist and friends think it would be good for me.(Don't worry, I'm not suicidal.) I'm actually just a hermit.I spend most of my time, either in a recording studio, writing and singing songs, or at home writing scripts. When not being creative, I can almost always be found down the street from my house, on my best friends couch, watching a movie or friends dvd's and immersed in a heated argument over who has to get up and answer the door for the food delivery. Any free time I have, I most likely spend reading books. I always considered my lifestyle normal, that is, until my mom went back to school and got a PHD in Social Psychology and diagnosed me with having an avoidant personality disorder and anti social tendencies.She has since then been trying to "cure me" and I, have been trying to cure her of the delusional disorder that makes her think she can. I was shocked not to find this disorder that so many people suffer from, listed in the DSM. I knew that everyone has been affected by someone suffering from this disorder, yet, it wasn't listed. Then, I realized it wasn't a mere personality disorder, it was a state of mind, which we all know as, Insanity. Definition: "Repeating the same action, over and over, each time expecting a different outcome." Sadly, I realized, we both suffered form this. Yeah, fuck off, you do to. I.E. You break up because of infedelity, then get back together with the nerve to think it'll be different. Or you get beaten into a coma, wake up and go back expecting not to get your ass tow out the frame.But my being insane isn't the reason i'm a hermit, (It actually gives me something in common with the rest of the world.) I just find that most people I meet are pretty one dimensional and content to stay that way which is a slow and agonizing death for someone like me who loves learning abount any and everything. I find the more I learn, the less I relate to most people...Are u bored with me, yet? Cause I am. And I don't feel like typing anymore. Hit me up if you want...Don't if you don't.; myspace layouts for Get this layout for your myspace page.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I don't actually want to MEET a perfect stranger. But I wouldn't mind viewing a profile and exchanging some messages. Having said that, I guess right now, I'm most interested in meeting the most dysfuctional people I can, i.e., vegans that are coke heads, religious nuts that judge any and every thing, etc... seriously... the more fucked up, the better, and learning their views on the world. As an actress and writer, I find myself really inspired by these types. I'm one of em. Being dysfunctional, myself, I'm aware that we all think there's nothing wrong with us so I won't limit the responses I could get by asking for only the "fucked up" to contact me. I'd also love to hear from every, "normal", "thoughtfull", "intellectual", "enlightened", and/or person that is "the archetype for man." MmmK, pumpkins?Oh yeah, one more thing, or rather, caution to those of you trying to get to know me... PLEASE watch the videos on my page. You either get them or you don't. I find them to be absoloutely hysterical and works of creative genious. Now, granted, you don't have to be as enthusiastic and inspired by them as me. But if you don't get the humor, or worse, dare to say they aren't funny, PLEASE just keep on browsing... I'm sure there's a devout OPUS DEI member or Visine commercial guy just a couple of clicks away. Call it superficial, but not getting my sense of humor says 2 things about you that make it impossible for us to associate. 1. YOU'RE NOT FUNNY. Now granted, I'm sure I'm funny enough for the both of us but I can make myself laugh, BY MYSELF. And 2. You are soo not worthy of cloning... Yes I said cloning. And that is NOT debatable. You could take that to the bank and ponder it while you withdrew your life savings to cover the compensation for your shameless attack of non-humor that nearly drained my comedic life-force to the point of slap-stick, (a crime on any reputable stand up stage.) And the cost of therapy to repair my shattered self-esteem. And, of course, the cost of the array of yummy prescribed medication I would use to give me false confidence and jump start my comedic timing. And... (sighs) I guess you'd just have to make payments on my rehab. Look, all I'm trying to do here is save you some money and me the inconvenience of killing myself. And let me save time for the people who wanna message me with "Bitch" or "You're crazy!" Right... We've established that, okay? It's been done. You can't insult me with words I use to compliment myself. At least be original. Those messages also speak volumes about the people who send them in two respects. 1. Of course, being age old, Freudian projection. And 2. To call someone crazy is to infere that you are normal which IS crazy because there is no such thing as normal. That's right. WEBSTERS' a gotdamned, fuckin lier. The word needs to be DELETED... ERASED from the collective conciousness of all living things. I already told GOD to make it disappear... He's currently in talks with David Blaine so check in with me from time to time for an update on that.read a book nigga

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ODE TO TOM

My door is locked. Phones off 2... You know i'm not lying, same is true for you...   Significant others just hit the roof Pissed, I didn't tell them they were 1 of a few All this could have been ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 04:36:00 GMT

ODE TO SELF PITY

I look in the mirror... A hollow girl... Thoughts all foggy... My head in a whirl... Was there ever a me, I used to be? Or has this cloud of confusion always been me? If I could, I'm sure I would... B...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 04:24:00 GMT

Boyfriend Application

Name:Age:Location: Hair:Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:What Do You Think Of My:Looks: Eyes: Body: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Smile:Would you: Date me? Tell me Im cute instead of hot? Do anything I say? Give me yo...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 19:38:00 GMT

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Crystal Birthday: 09-20-81 Birthplace: Houston, Tx Current Location: Irrelevant Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Brown Height: 5"7" Right Handed or Le...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 15:10:00 GMT