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About Me

Hmmm. Well, I used to be a veterinary technician but I quit and went back to school. I still love animals and a lot of times I feel like I was put here to protect and save them. (See wild bunnies in pics) I have a dog, who is my baby. I have no kids, so it only seemed right to get a dog. Right now, I am going to school at a local state college. I am aiming for something in medicine, but somehow animals always seem to call to me. Perhaps I will combine the two. I'm going into my third year and I'm a bio major. I got a late start do to unforseen circumstances, which started with me not being ready to decide on a career or responsible enough to actually go to classes. It ended with not being able to go, or even work because of the headaches. Well, I am oppositional. Since I wasn't able to go, I wanted to. Plus, for the amount of knowledge vet techs have, we certainly don't get the money or recognition we deserve. So, I went back to college. Sometimes I wish I could run away, maybe to England or Alaska or something. I guess you could say, I'm a do-my-own-oil kind of girl. (Sorry, no prissiness here, which I occasionally regret). I am transparent and say exactly what I'm thinking, when I can actually articulate it...which is not necessarily a good thing. I like to get things done when I think of it and I hate it when people get in my way. Oh yeah, and I like proper English, grammar, that is. I always wanted to be elegant, but I'm just not. My life is more like a slapstick comedy than a love story. But I can live with that. If you don't like me for who I am then move on and don't waste my time. I am impatient. Don't hold me up. I like to dive headfirst into relationships because I want to know sooner than later... but then I back off when I've made you fall for me. I have to be with someone I think is an original, the only one of his kind, like me. You're meant to be with one person, there may be more people to fill the gap, but when you find that person, you'll know. I'll know. It just hasn't happened yet. All in all, I actually have made myself the person I want to be. I'm a little bit of a tomboy, a little clutzy, and sort of awkward sometimes. However, I write beautifully, I am pretty and cute, and I have a great personality. Nietzsche says that in order to become a being who can make a promise, that is a person who is wholly responsible, you must accept your actions as your own. Only when you are proud of your actions and take responsibility for them can you make a promise, can you be a sovereign individual. That is me. I am proud of the person I am, of the morals I have, and of all of my actions. I am free.

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people who appreciate classics and are living examples of such class... um smart people
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My Blog

school’s out. blaaaaahhhh

School is done. Thank God. One down, 12 to go. hahaha. This past week was hell, getting projects and finals done, working, and helping my parents out with Noodles and the house. I'm so stressed. I jus...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 16:28:00 GMT

here we go again

Well it's been a very long time since i wrote one of these. Its been a very long time since I've been motivated to do so. Things seemed to be going well, very well in fact. But once again a series of ...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 18:17:00 GMT

The Shell 07

tonight was the first night of the shell and it was packed. we were so busy and i was slightly anxious about the new guys. as the night wore on i kept asking myself why on earth was i doing this. cert...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 18:46:00 GMT

june sucks II

Once again this is from the beginning of June and has been stuck in my palm treo for a bit. just thought i'd share it now because it is the truth of how i was feeling. I didn't write it with the inten...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 18:45:00 GMT

june sucks with special guest Self-Pity

soi haven't written a blogin a while but only because i've been writing everything on my sort of new palm treo. its possum. if you have the means, I highly reccomend them. Anyway, this particular note...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 18:41:00 GMT

bar fight

I went out drinking tonight and wanted to tell you about my travels, because it was an interesting night. However my head is killing me right now. I had to put a hat on and pull it tight to relieve so...
Posted by on Sun, 13 May 2007 00:43:00 GMT

bi-polar panda and swinging jack-asses

I got some support from some unusual places, but at least there was some this time. I'm beginning to realize that the people i think are my friends, including some core ones, really are not. Anyway, o...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 22:40:00 GMT

missing the magic

Something sad happened tonight. I can't talk about it though because I can't really pinpoint the actual event. Something about change and feeling like a failure. So I laid in bed with my newest best f...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 19:00:00 GMT

My circadian rhythms are fucked

Tonight was an interesting night. Veeerrrrrrrry interesting. I had fun tho so it was ok. I needed it. Nothing like reality playing out in front of you for you to see it to believe it. Which is an inte...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 00:45:00 GMT

I'm a shitty honkey

What a shitty day. Still no check. Still no phone. And I seem to have managed to piss a bunch of people off in one way or another. Well, I suppose at last you know why I have no friends. Thereby seali...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 21:17:00 GMT