isniffpants

I'm a recluse scarred by the outside world, an over excitable fool, friendly, depressed, happy, bored, content, a dreamer, a foreseen death, a life, anxious, deluded, delirious, relaxed, worried, knowledable, stupid, pathetic, a perfectionist, non religous, searching for a spirit a soul, dark, full of hope, brimming with hate, infectious, alone, asphixiated, asking questions, studying lies, scattering seeds, undecided, a contradiction in terms and emotions, in need of pain, longing for a warm embrace, a shadow, a rock, a withered flower, in love with emotions i cant keep, confused, lost, bleeding, put others before my own needs, scarred of what i am or what i should become.I love starring at nature, the darkness of night, the feel of rain on my skin, the stars hold so much beauty. Music is a big passion in my life, it can change or prolong an emotion with the sound of a note. I love tattoos, i only have 2 at the moment, but when i have money i will be gettin more done. I also have my lip pierced twice. I avidly read bizarre mag, simply because it shows the world in a different light, not wrapped up in a sickly sweet bow.