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About Me

big into things that go fast on 4 wheels...proud father of two wonderful children,14 & 5.also like to get away once in a while,racing,camping,love the peace of hanging by a pond fishing even just taking a drive will do me fine.Other than that I'm a mystery... cars layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

anyone who can put a positive spin on my life.(positive is good right now)I'll even take optimistic.(beggers can't be choosers) I guess that would be people who are positivly optimistic...yeah that makes sense.I do want to thank those of you who have put a positive in my negative...you all know who you are...I'm sure....theres a handful of ya from across the country and some much closer too me...I can't thank you enough

My Blog

mind over mind

Sitting within my four walls, I feel as if I have been banished from all that I love and all that brings me happiness.  I feel anger, resentmen , disarray and disbelief...What is it I have done to des...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Jul 2009 14:08:00 GMT

my life

I'm doing what I can with what has been given to me....I had it all, I lost it all.  my kids are what matter to me now...they are the reason I exist, some people don't understand me and thats fine.......
Posted by on Sat, 11 Jul 2009 08:28:00 GMT

a little angst

Living on the edge, always walking the fine line never gave a fuck just expressed what was on my mind. Day in day out, nothing to look forward to....My life is a wreck and I owe it all to you.You buil...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jun 2009 06:07:00 GMT

moving on

   I've given you everything ...but nothing in returnYou have taken my life , set it a flame and watched it burn  You built me up only to knock me down , you think I'll just take itthe time has come f...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jun 2009 10:51:00 GMT

in reference to roadkill....I still don't care

Yeah ....you all need not argue or fight your battles  through me ....I have my own issues I subscribe to....like divorce ....sorry to hear I'm childish and going to hell....thats a lot to take in.......
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 19:23:00 GMT

listen dammit....roadkill !!!

Have you ever run over a dead squirrel?...Do you think the squirrel really cared that you hit it's dead body? Of  course not it's DEAD....So those of you who may think you can make my life miserable a...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 09:44:00 GMT

words from my death bed

Pondering thoughts of days gone by with head in hands I start to cry. A child is born an elder dies,I often wonder when my soul will fly.   No way to know,but I sure will try to contact you from ...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 23:49:00 GMT

SNAP

Anger pain and hate,these are the feelings to which I relate. the darkness is pulling me down...breaking me downinto the murky depths I go....Take a deep breath,no one knows I'm drowning,drowning...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 03:23:00 GMT

Untitled (in a mood)

Beaten,broke and abused . I'm sitting here feeling used....the cards life has delt for me are drawn from the bottom of the deck.   Turmoil is my life and my life is like a train wreck.Casaul...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 03:27:00 GMT

I want to disappear.

Tell me why when there is love sorrow will always follow....over the years trust and love grow. When I said my vows I ment them I wish the woman ment hers...for better or worse,guess you couldn't hand...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 04:36:00 GMT