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I.J.

About Me

-My name is Ivan Jerick.
-I smoke cigarettes. I QUIT!
-I like photography.
-I am the only child.
-I love my dog, Shinobi.
-I travel. A LOT.
-Currently learning Muay Thai.
-DOB: 09.09.87
-IM: Loki36T
-Ask & I'll answer.

Fuck you.
(Just felt like telling y'all that.)

There is no such thing as a perfect person. Just people that see perfection in your imperfections. Appreciate those people.
-Me

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

A flawed woman worth moments like this.

Someone to prove me wrong.

My Reminder To People: Don't even bother changing yourself for anyone ever because over a period of time, those changes you made to yourself will again go unappreciated. Stay true to yourself because your life is yours to control for a reason. People are lighthouses. They guide you, but never create the course. And you never need a map to life. That would just make it seem everything's already been decided for you. Take risks and always choose to go into uncharted territory than playing it safe. Life is too short and no one is ever 100 percent sure of an afterlife. No matter how strong a person's faith may be. Be wary of others, but don't allow yourself to be closed off. Stay open minded. Everyone has something to teach. From those at the bottom to those at the top. Everything we hear regarding life is recycled. Repeated. We all have knowledge on how to handle different situations. No one is ever that oblivious. We just tend to forget quickly. All we need is a reminder.

My Blog

I don't care

I don't care if she goes back to him.I never really did.But if I lose her to some guy other than him, then I am for sure done with her.Because losing her to someone else is something I don't even Want...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 14:08:00 GMT

Thought of the Early AM

I care about the most random thingsAnd could care less aboutThe people who waste my time& give me vague answers.You can't just keep people on the side.Eventually they want to be off the shoulder& be o...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Apr 2009 03:17:00 GMT

Summer plans

Buy Nikon D90Summer school @ ChabotMuay Thai trainingMake songs with JamesPromote James' musicPhotoshootsSin's 24th bday in So CalVisit Buffalo & chill with LinaWork on "Beyond The Filter Vol. 1"More ...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 21:53:00 GMT

Looking for Models for Individual Photoshoots!

So I'm recruiting amateur and professional models for individual photoshoots set all over the Bay. This is to build my skills as a photographer and help any aspiring model with their portfolio or just...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 01:19:00 GMT

Girls[Guys] really make shitty liars.

Or maybe I'm so attune to girls' body language and their actions that I'm better at catching girls in their own lies.  It helps that I actually listen to what they say when they talk to me and pay att...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 22:11:00 GMT

One of my real fears.

When I am really truly interested in someone, I'm afraid that I'm either doing too much or too little to show her that I am sincerely interested in her and not just trying to get in her pants. Now yes...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 14:58:00 GMT

One of my favorite songs and music videos.


Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 00:39:00 GMT

It's been so LONG!

...Since I've actually felt some real emotions towards a person.It's funny because I keep fighting it and trying to make myselfBelieve that I should just give up and not tryBut obviously I wouldn't st...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 23:43:00 GMT

Never get caught up in emotions.

The front is up.Wall's have been fortified.It's not a challenge.I'm just becoming more aware.No emotion.Create an empty void.Only show true self To those worth it.
Posted by on Mon, 30 Mar 2009 03:31:00 GMT

It's Amazing

How much silence can speak volumes.I get it. I finally get it.No more reflecting or whatever. Just going to keep my promise.I got 3 months.
Posted by on Sun, 29 Mar 2009 23:42:00 GMT