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About Me

maybe its true; maybe we dont know what we have till we've lost it. but maybe its also true that we dont know what we're missing till we find it..
It's Sad When People You Know Become People You Knew, When You Can Walk Past Someone Like They Were Never A Big Part Of Your Life, How You Used To Be Able To Talk For Hours And Now You Can Barely Even Look At Them. It's Sad How Times Change. --me.
i'm the farthest thing from perfection. and i've realized things change. and people leave. but this life doesn't stop for anybody. i'm just trying to keep up. people may say i've changed but the truth is i just grew up. i've made alot of decisions in my lifetime. Some that might not have been the best for me at the moment. and i'll admit the things that i've done. I won't deny them.Regret is somthing that i dont do. i might as well live my life how i want to.
i make mistakes. and obviosuly i havent leared my lesson. dont shove what you think, down my throat. chances are, i'll ignore you. im stubborn. And if you push me, i'll push back harder. i guarentee i'll make you smile(: Im starting to find out who's worth my time, and who isnt. if your not. you'll know. dont like me? Tough shit. your just one less person to please.
i'll probably come off as concieted and stuck up. And that's fine if you think that; cause i am[: Yes you may have my clothes but you'll never have my style, i'm fresh and you're just ghetto. im not going to be nice when i first meet you. im not shy at all once you get to know me. my friends are amazing. in other words; better than your's. i get along with almost everyone. unless you give me a reason not to. i can be the nicest/meanest person in the world. dont judge me before you even talk to me. you'll look like a moron when i prove you wrong.
i'm one of a kind. i don't do original. i turn it around and make it more complex than it ever was. i don't bother fighting unless it's something worth arguing over.
i don't care if you think i'm doing something wrong or stupid. bring it up, and i'll laugh in your face and walk away. i don't give second chances unless you really mean something to me. then again, i don't believe in them. nobody can break my barrier except for me, and baby it's staying there for a good, long time.

My Interests

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I believe in love, lust, sex and romance. I don't want anything to add up to the perfect equation.. I want mess and chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion, heat and madness. I want it all. i want a boy who will make fun of me for doing something stupid, && we both laugh. who will hold my hand && give me hugs in line at the mall to make all the girls jealous. a boy who tells me i'm beautiful. over and over, but not to much. i want a boy who knows the right things to say at the right times. someone who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. && apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times i tell him its okay, he'd still do it. a boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything i say. a boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. i want a boy who will write me notes in class, and give me flowers every once in a while for no real reason at all. someone who will tickle me till i cry. who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. who will tell all his friends about me and smile when he does it. a boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. i want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, skateboard, or a video game, even if we just end up laughing at each other anyways. i want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. a boy who would take long walks with me and just talk about random things. someone who would never be afraid to say "i love you" in front of his friends. someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. someone who will kiss me at midnight on new years and who will make funny faces at me when i'm on the phone. i want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. someone who will give me his letterman jacket so other people know i am taken by him. i want a boy who will stay home with me on a friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after i've got him soaked. someone who will hug me for no apparent reason.i want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny, and make me promise not to laugh. someone i can talk to when im feeling down. a boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. someone to walk me to my classes. someone i can trust and always count on. i want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me no matter what the situation is. ♥♥

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