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B

We either make ourselves happy or miserable; the amount of work is the same.

About Me

Think its time to put an end to it
To try clean my head again
Try to resuscitate my engine
Try to walk back where I ran

I break up all the things behind me
Going on the other way
Try to find myself again slowly
To move on the other day
All the nights I kept my eyes open
All the days I tried to sleep
Wash away the troubles around me
Did not see I fell too deep

Something new has moved into my life
An essential missing part
Takes control of my past addiction
And reanimates my heart

Keep control, of me
Try to keep the frequency
Keep control, of me
Try to keep the frequency

Keep control...

My Interests

  • MUSIC
  • cars
  • movies
  • people
  • work
  • cooking
  • eating
  • sleeping
  • laughing
  • being weird
  • talking in accents
  • dancing
  • collecting vinyl
  • enjoying nature
  • anime
  • Drinking/Bars
  • the list goes on and on...

    • I'd like to meet:

    Those who dont have an agenda for their personal life, who enjoy having random experiences. Those who have deep appreciation and passion for living, who believe in honor and integrity. Artists, creative beings...

    Music:

  • ELECTRONICA. All types, trance, house, downtempo, techno, dnb, jungle, electroclash, etc.. Love european Dj's.
  • Indie, classical, early rock, jazz, contemporary...

    • Movies:

  • Me and you and everyone we know
  • The Chumscrubber
  • Boondock Saints
  • The Hitchikers Guide to the Galaxy
  • Another gay movie
  • Pan's Labyrinth

    • Television:

    NARUTO

    Family guy, most anime, adult swim, discovery channel, learning channel, Cartoon Network, Comedy Central, HBO.

    Books:

    A Year in the life of JesusThe Omnivores DilemmaA Hand to Guide MeBlink

    Heroes:

    My third grade teacher Mr. Makulskie, I had never been more inspired in my life. My ex, now I truely see how the world can work. My Sister, the best friend I always needed. My Mother, the belief in unconditional love. Myself "I might just be the most interesting person I ever meet"(astrology)

    My Blog

    No Scrubs

    So there i am doing my little thing at the bar, which apparently has become my new little thing, and none other then "no scrubs" by TLC comes on. I laugh of course as i have not heard this video in ma...
    Posted by B on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 05:41:00 PST

    today

    there are things i want to do but i keep myself from doing them. things i want to feel but i deny myself of them. i am a undoubtly a strong peron and equally strong at limiting myself. i feel so great...
    Posted by B on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 11:14:00 PST

    Komo 4 news and the boggy marsh

    So there I was attempting to drive to canada since the snow obviously wasnt going to fall per the lovely forcast when say about bremerton is in site and a beautiful white storm hits which causes me to...
    Posted by B on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 09:32:00 PST

    my vision

    Peter Senge says it's not where the vision will take you but rather what happens while seeking to meet your vision. We all have a vision, often when the vision is met there are feelings that we failed...
    Posted by B on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:52:00 PST

    live and let die

    I haven't really been depressed in a long time, but i suppose that tonight would beg to differ. I havent been motivated in a long time. I do not want to do anything at the moment to better my self. I ...
    Posted by B on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    Life

    I read a book, I cried. It is nice know that all your life you have beliefs that people tell you are WRONG, and yet you keep on believing. I am glad i read this book ( much love to mr.panter) it didnt...
    Posted by B on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    information

    i want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. ask me anything you want. then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including mysel...
    Posted by B on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    Tis the season of change

    Ok so i am trying my hardest to keep my new years resolution alive = ) but i need more change, i need to make radical changes. I think the way things are going are acceptable but i am not happy as i w...
    Posted by B on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    blahzay

    gawd these people make me sick, i give time, effort, and attention to people i think that are worth it and i am abused once again. Maybe the problem lies within, maybe i am that bad with people that i...
    Posted by B on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

    "here we go again on our own"

    "the world owes me a living" remember that cartoon with the grasshopper and the ants? what a sham!!! the grasshopper should of died... everything is give and take its like karma, whatever you put out ...
    Posted by B on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST