turn 21 on august 23rd!!!

Ok so i dont know what ive done so horrible for god to take 2 grandmothers from me within 3 days. My moms mother died on December 31, 2006. and my dads mother died Jan 3, 2007..i really dont know what to make of it.before i could get over one lose i have to try and get over another. I dont know why these things are brought upon people i just hope i can be strong for both sides of my family..MOM MOM T AND MOM MOM HANNA I LOVE U BOTH DEARLY AND WILL U MISS U BOTH VERY MUCH!!!!!REST IN PEACE MOM-MOM T(TAKEN JAN 3 2007) REST IN PEACE MOM-MOM(TAKEN DECEMBER 31, 2006)Mom-mom you were taken from us so suddenly. i felt so guilty because i was in Delaware and didnt get to see you while i was here but u were always in my mind and heart. i love you very much. i know that god wanted u with him thats why he took u when he did. i would of loved u to see the new year..i am mad for u bein takin on new years eve but i guess god thought it was whats best, u are not in pain anymore nor are u havin trouble breathing..i will be there to see u again, and until we see eachother again i love you and will NEVER forget you!!!! OH YEA MOM MOM I KNOW I DIDNT GET A CHANCE TO THANK U BUT THANK FOR UR CHRISTMAS PRESENT ILL MAKE SURE I BUY SOMETHING I WILL TREASURE AND REMEMBER FOREVER!!!So it is time for a myspace update and some new things on here. I am working full time at ACS for sprint where i am a floor support manager. I love my job. I am going back to wake tech in the fall as a transfer student and then i will probably become a falcon [st. aug]. I am 5 months pregnant and just found out im having a little girl, her name is gonna be Anastasia Mae.... i am not up for any games or bullshit i am about taking care of me and my child. I am willing to meet friends but thats about it for now because i am focused on school work and like i said most important the other part of me. I was playing softball of course up until i became pregnant but best believe i will be back at it as soon as i can just had to take a lil detour. i still love to have fun, go bowling, movies, swimming and anything fun i can do at the [pregnant] moment. but anything else u wanna know just get at me.