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About Me

She who reconciles the ill-matched threads
of her life, and weaves them gratefully
into a single cloth --
it's she who drives the loudmouths from the hall
and clears it for a different celebration
where the one guest is you.
In the softness of evening
it's you she receives.
You are the partner of her loneliness,
the unspeaking center of her monologues.
With each disclosure you encompass more
and she stretches beyond what limits her,
to hold you.
~ Rainer Maria Rilke ~

My Interests

i am interested in anything that has to do with life.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

american analog set, death cab for cutie, moonpools and caterpillars, the softies, camera obscura, kings of convenience, moonstar88, bob marley, chicane, etc.

Movies:

City of Angels, Meet Joe Black, Casablanca, Seven, Animatrix, Singing in the rain, Bringin up baby, Shawshank redemption, Gladiator, Monsters Inc., Requiem for a dream, Bone Collector, Silence of the Lambs, Talk to her, City of God

Television:

CSI, Crime Nights, Ftv, Alias

Books:

the wizard of earthsea, momo, god of small things, sonnets (pablo neruda), rumi

Heroes:

oscar wilde, ducky, my God

My Blog

the dream

"come, fly away with me in my dreams. there i will take you to places you've never been. together we will discover and recover our treasures. i will not let you fall. i will hold you up high where you...
Posted by xtina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i surrender

you came to me once more, and i let you in yet again. my conviction to forget you weakens everytime you call upon me. i just can't let you down... in turn, i let myself fall, more deeper than i...
Posted by xtina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

some blathering

too many questions and it all boils to one question wasn't i enough? we try hard to find compensation for the loss, to somehow alleviate the pain yet we know it'll never go away... the wounds do...
Posted by xtina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

time after time

at dawn you look at me, as if i was the only being existing, yes, maybe i was for the moment. our eyes locked up for that one moment... one moment of bliss, of temporal happiness, but it was wor...
Posted by xtina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

irresistible

i can't resist you somehow you've morphed into my system you affect me in everything i do not once were you silent you always alter my ways you have the power to make me say yes even if what i i...
Posted by xtina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST