This is me ♥.
Slut, whore, bitch, goth, punk, prep. I'm not any of those things. I'm not an emo freak, or a chippy chearleader. I'm me. RoseMary Johnson. The 14 year old girl that was born and raised in the infamous town of Old Bridge, New Jersey. I'm not smart, or stupid, or a fucking retard, although I act it most of the time. Nobody ever takes me seriously, even when I am being serious. They all think I'm this fucking dumbass, but you know what? I don't care. I brought it upon myself. It's how I act and I'm not going to change it. I like to have fun, don't get me wrong, but if I'm just not hyper, or around someone I know whom is my friend, I'll be quiet and in a corner. It would be almost impossible to get me all hyped up. I am friendly, don't get me wrong, and I'm extremley easy to get along with, but sometimes it takes me a while to adapt to people and just act myself. Am I nice? I don't know. I'm a very honest person, no doubt. I won't lie to you to make you feel better, and I won't tell you that your new shirt looks great on you when it really is the ugliest thing I've ever seen. I'll tell you straight out what I'm thinking, and how I feel. I'm a very open and outspoken person. If that makes me a bitch, then so be it. If you hate me, that's fine. I don't hold grudges. I don't hate anyone. I get pissed off extremley easily though, and arguments come naturally to me. I guess drama just amuses me. There are a shitload of people I dislike, don't get me wrong, but hate is just such a strong word. I don't think I'd be able to ever use it. I've never gotten into a fist fight in my life, unless my brother counts, although I have had my moments where I just wanted to beat the shit out of certain people, but my wonderful friends that I adore always talk me out of it. I'm not emo. Although a lot of people may think so. Stan thinks I'm emo-ish, but what does he know? He hasn't even hit puberty yet! Haha. Anyway, yeah, I have my moments of depression. I'm a cutter as well, because for me it just seems like it removes all the emotional pain. However, I'm proud to say that I've cut down a lot with the cutting. Obviously I get depressed more than any normal person would, but who's to say that being normal is a perfect person? I don't believe in perfect or normal. Everyone has their imperfections. If you're not someone who is mature enough to be immature at the right time, we just won't get along. I mean seriously, get real. We're not four here. I dislike school. It's just not my thing, seeing as though I'm a lazy bum who doesn't like to open a book, or write. I will admit that I enjoyed Go Ask Alice, which will probably be the only book that ever interests me. Writing, I enjoy, depending on what I'm writing. Things like poetry and stories is something I love to write. Anything else is shit. Um, I'm a Freshman at OBHS and I'm bisexual, even though I should have said that in the beginning when I was introducing myself. Anyway, this is getting extremley long. If you want to know anything else, don't hesitate to IM me!
AIM ; x Lovers Suicide
XANGA ; PENIS
LIVEJOURNAL ; VAGINA
& whoever said sunshine was happiness has never danced in the rain
Girls can kiss other girls ♥