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jay

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About Me

I'm Jay
i'm kind of a big deal



We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun

"I don't care that she doesn't have a penis. You can buy those anyway..." - the girlfriend's MOM. :)

angeles

My Interests



I'd like to meet:



How Will I Die Quiz

You will die at the age of 44

You will die of sexual exhaustion

Find out how you will die

Music:


everything from the 80s
imogen heap
the cranberries
pretty girls make graves
eisley
head automatica
elliott smith
thursday
the deftones
jem
the killers
the pretenders
the yeah yeah yeahs
garbage
fiona apple
rilo kiley
the shins
cat power

The Triquetra
unity
friendship
protection
spirituality
earth, sky, water
power
life, death, rebirth

Movies:


girl, interrupted
meet the robinsons
natural born killers
lost & delirious
fight club
brick
snatch
kill bill
gia
requiem for a dream
half baked
broken flowers
kiss kiss bang bang
rent
dazed & confused
my summer of love
imagine me & you
the italian job
ocean's 11 & 12
love & sex
v for vendetta
waking ned divine

Television:


charmed
buffy the vampire slayer
csi: las vegas
grey's anatomy
america's next top model
angel
south of nowhere
family guy
the l word
queer as folk
gilmore girls
the daily show

The Lily
protection
beauty
power
the lily means 'i dare you to love me'

Books:


the davinci code
1984
girl, interrupted
brave new world

Heroes:


billy
-my best friend, brother and kindred soul.
alena
-my fucking soul mate.
kimba
-my twin and my bestest for always.
jordan
-my confedant and counselor, therapist of sorts.
jess
-the bravest kid i know.
clare
-i don't even know, she's just amazing.
angelina jolie
-an intriguing and diverse person, and an actress to boot.
jon stewart
-the funniest jew alive.
natalie portman
-my latest obsession, she's absolutely gorgeous and a damn fine actress.
and a few shout outs...
jews, all jews
-thanks for going through the holocaust so i didn't have to.
gays, all gays
-thanks for enduring years of discrimination and hate so that i didn't have to.
activists
-keep doin what you're doin, i like it.
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My Blog

little bit o’ trivia before bed

1) Where is the person you need most right now?I like to think he's somewhere in the stars2) Do you like poptarts?Not particularly.3) Where will you be 12 hours from now?Finishing a paper for His...
Posted by jay on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 10:10:00 PST

When it rains, it pours

I'm sure all of you Deep Creekers already know about Josh Hastings. I'm not gonna drag this out because it is such a horrible thing and a lot of you don't need to hear about this again, but I will say...
Posted by jay on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:53:00 PST

survey taken from ms. shaffer

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?-at maggie's either eating dinner or watching tv2. Who are you in love with?-ms maggie hodges3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?-i have not4. Is there anything pink within 1...
Posted by jay on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:39:00 PST

some minutes

i'm havin a bad moment. just a moment. but it's worse than some of the others. i can't cry because... well i'm not a baby, right? i feel like every cell in my body is screaming and there's really noth...
Posted by jay on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 07:32:00 PST

to the stars...

i've come to the rather obvious realization that i'm nothing without that girl. really, i can't really imagine her not being there. not that i'd ever ever want that, but it's a little unnerving in a w...
Posted by jay on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 10:37:00 PST

summer

that's my lova. she's pretty fly. she beats me up all the time. but she's basically the ballin'est kid i know. i'm gonna miss her a whole lot....
Posted by jay on Fri, 04 May 2007 08:21:00 PST

guernica

i'm not here. this isn't real. this can't be happening. Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won Worry and wake the ones you love A phone call I'd rather not receive Pl...
Posted by jay on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 09:37:00 PST

happyface

"Am I gay? I'm ecstatic!"So... here's the thing. There's this person, this girl in fact, that pretty much makes me happier than I've been in a very long time. She's not a mind fuck or an idiot or self...
Posted by jay on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 07:09:00 PST

take the edge off

ahem...........come back.sleeping is very very bad without you.if you can't come back... at least know that i miss you and you're lovely.that's all. kbye....
Posted by jay on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 09:30:00 PST

i keep a close watch on this heart of mine

you basically scare the shit out of me. ok that's a lie. you don't scare me. i scare myself when you're around. i can't control myself and i can't think straight. anyway, i miss you like rofl.&nb...
Posted by jay on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 10:36:00 PST