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{B E D E V I L M A I}

I want to be YOUR somebody.

About Me






What's there to say about a chick like me? I'm not random. I'm different. Maybe a bit too bitter. Just ask if you want to know more. I don't bite, but on occasions I do. Pictures are clickable to view in normal size.
the name is Fantasy for those who don't know me. Those who are close to me call me Mai or rather Maiki.
i'm at the Age where things get too damn complicated. 18.
i'm currently Settle in -...but i'm hoping to leave the place behind and find myself else where, where i think i will belong.
and of course, yes i'm Single. i'm not sure if i'm looking or ready for a relationship. maybe i'm somewhat peeking?
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My Interests

Modeling, it's what I long for for so long. Phases of fashions. Comestic,creating a new look for myself. And you ask, what of love? I say I can't say I don't want it because everyone does. That's all I'm willing to say.

I'd like to meet:

I've yet to choose an Idol because I don't have one. I be my own model, idol.

Music:

I listen to about anything that is good. As long as the song has a good meaning.

Movies:

I can't say I have favorites.

Television:

I'm not much of a TV person sad to say.

Books:

What can I say? I'm a book freak. You'll probably always find me behind a book. LOL.

Heroes:

NARUTO. Although he's just a cartoon character or rather an animated one he has so much courage and confidence in himself that I wish I had. I love his personality, how he never gives up and goes after what he wants despite what anyone says about him.

My Blog

Model Me?

I've yet again been thinking about it. I have this strong urge pushing me towards it. I'm not sure, but yet it's one of my wants. I'm hoping to go after it and see the results. I've decided to wait un...
Posted by {B E D E V I L M A I} on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 08:33:00 PST

The Only Thing That Matters

"Late at night silence is everywhere, visions of you in my head. I think of times that we were meant to share. All my life I've waited for someone like you, but I let you slip through my hands. I don'...
Posted by {B E D E V I L M A I} on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 11:40:00 PST

mY pRaYeRz

Dear God, I know that hes out there, the one Im suppose to share my whole life with. Anytime youll show it to me. Will you take care of him? Comfort him? And protect him until that day we meet. Let...
Posted by {B E D E V I L M A I} on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 08:34:00 PST

h0w I FeeL f0r y0u

And yet as times passes by Im sitting here writing this and thinking of him. Ive wonder for so many long days now. Ive wonder from the ends of the earth wondering why love is such a strong emotion?...
Posted by {B E D E V I L M A I} on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 08:31:00 PST

c0mpLicAtIoNz...

I have a few things I need advice on. I don't know what to do. Its hard choosing what to do or what not to do.  I'm thinking of becoming a HIN Model, but there's like sOoo many disadvantages that...
Posted by {B E D E V I L M A I} on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 10:43:00 PST

mY dediKatIoNs N sayIngS

My Parents: I wanna thank them for all those years theyve been there for me and done soOo much for my punkass. I know Im not the perfect daughter, but Ill try to curb my wild ways and just be there...
Posted by {B E D E V I L M A I} on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 11:29:00 PST

mY woNdeRz aboUt Love......

My wonders&& November 20, 2005 4:03 p.m. Dearest Readers: I find myself thinking often now days. No, Im not stressed out or anything. Theres always this one special person on my mind, 24/7. Hahaha&....
Posted by {B E D E V I L M A I} on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 03:43:00 PST