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jennifer

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I moved to Florida from Massachusetts almost 9 yrs ago to get away from the death of my alcoholic mother who died way too young. I was running away from a person I didn't even know. Myself. I found my best friend and my husband, Tristan. Who at the time of meeting him had 8 years of sobriety under his belt. Today he has 17! He helped me find al-anon, myself, and find Jesus, my savior. A funny thing though, I prayed to him to take my mom from her suffering and he did. I hated myself for so long after, not realizing that he did it to save me from the depths of the alcoholic life that had a grip on me. We've been married now for 5 years and loving every minute of it. We have our own little family with 9 dogs, 4 pugs, 4 german shepards and a rotteweiller and two manx cats. I'm a manager at a books-a-million store. My husband is my life. He has shown me how to face life without running screaming into the night from all the hells of this life, he has shown me how to stand up for my beliefs and to stand tall. and most of all he has shown me love, when I couldn't stand to be in the same room with myself. And I when I had lost faith in God, he showed me the way to him.

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Todd Agnew, Casting Crowns, Third Day, Vin Diesel,
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past hauting me

My past woke me up this morning.  another re-enactment of my mothers death.  So you could say today is shit!  I just want to crawl under a rock and die.  I see a posting on a my sp...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 09:04:00 GMT

"the shack"

I just got done reading "the shack"  it's an awesome book.  I will probably have to reread it again, because some of it was too much to comprehend.  It's also a tear jerker. Thats becau...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 08:29:00 GMT

god is awesome

It still amazes me how god works in mysterious ways.  he looks out for me and guides me each step of the way.  I praise him every night before I go to sleep and every morning when I awake.&n...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:33:00 GMT

i need an al-anon meeting!

I seriously need an al-anon meeting!  i am so low right now, it doesn't take much to make me cry.  he got mad at me again today for using a metal spatula to scrap a teflon pan that i di...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 08:32:00 GMT

al-anon is there for me.

hello folks, It's july 3rd.  what a bad start of the day!  To top it off I'm remined that it's my mom's birthday who has been gone for over 10 years now.  She would have been 61 to...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 10:53:00 GMT

people are not nice!!!

i can't stand two faced people!  or immature people!  God says to love all people.  So I have to down my feelings and hand them over to my higher power.  why do people hurt other p...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 13:08:00 GMT

Life

It's been a hard week.  Trying to hand it over to God and changing what I can about myself. Nobody else.  I have to keep reminding myself that I can only change me and then maybe "other peop...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 12:04:00 GMT