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Mommys Little MONSTER

If music is a mirror revealing the depths of my heart then I will write the darkest song for without

About Me

Forever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me we tried so hard to understand and reason but in that one moment I gave my heart away I give my heart away I give my heart away I gave my heart awayWhat perfect breath where my mind lay beside me and all I knew was what had overtaken me with no reason I am comforted by inability to understandForever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me we tried so hard to understand and reason but in that one moment I gave my heart away I give my heart away I give my heart away I gave my heart awayForever your eyes will hold the memory Forever your eyes will hold the memory Forever your eyes will hold the memoryWhen I wake from this dream Will your smile still open my heart and leave me transparent When I wake from this dream Will your smile still open my heartWe have all heard what we wanted to hear "Truth" that sounds right to our earsBut what wisdom is there within us To live based on the feeling of our hearts How many times has instinct let us down Never to be thought through Never to be questioned Say what you really mean When your ambition calls you For what use is there in praying If you will only hear what you want to hear?We speak of fighting to resist this world But what about the battle within us? If we have chosen to live against the grain Then why are we all facing the same way? There is no difference between us and them If we all blindly seek truth from sentiments
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Create your own MySpace Countdown Counter Today!I never wanted And I never cared before Now take it all back This is a new dayHow I long to regress To the days before I took upon myself The obsessions of this world A day of innocence equating beauty For tomorrow may fall And today is already goneNow take it back This is a new dayI've grown tired of chasing Convinced I was in need And now the years I've spent Only a slave to this Tomorrow may fall And today is already gone I will no longer adore These things that will never satisfy meI have seen my world change And then go back to where it came In this vicious circle We are brought back to life Only to die again But without these barren obsessions I am simply free
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My Interests

Music! Cars! THERE MARK ARE YOU HAPPY NOW I PUT YOUR CAR UP!!!! LOL!

I'd like to meet:

I'M SO EXCITED FOR HAWAII!!! THIS IS MY VIEW

Music:



SEVENDUST,30 SECONDS TO MARS, JOHN FARNHAM, DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL, ESCAPE THE FATE, EUROPE, REAL MEN OF GENIUS, STRUNG OUT, PARKWAY DRIVE, BLESSTHEFALL, ALKALINE TRIO, AS I LAY DYING, AIDEN, BAYSIDE, MOVING PICTURES, CUTTING CREW, TOKYO ROSE, BLINDED BLACK, NORMA JEAN, SPM, LOVEHATEHERO, PUSHMONKEY, POISON THE WELL, I AM GHOST, GREELEY ESTATES AND THERES MORE TOO.....

Movies:

DUMB AND DUMBER, OFFICE SPACE, ALONG CAME POLLY, NACHO LIBRE, ANCHORMAN, NAPOLEAN DYNAMITE, THE LITTLE MERMAID, WEDDING CRASHERS...ETCahhhhhDUMB AND DUMBER, ANCHORMAN, WAYNES WORLD, SUPER TROOPERS, THE NOTEBOOK(OF COURSE).. width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" ..

Television:

FRIENDS!! THE OFFICE!!! LAGUNA BEACH, SNL THE OLD SCHOOL STUFF, MARTIN LAWRENCE AND JAMIE FOXX COMEDY DVD'S THEY'RE SO FUNNY! DEAL........................................................ .................... OR NO DEAL?

Books:

THE DAY I WAS CRUCIFIED, A SHEPARD LOOKS AT PSALMS 23, THE MAKERS DIET

Heroes:

There’s another world inside of me that you may never see, There’s secrets in this life I can’t hide. Well, somewhere in this darkness, there’s a light that I can’t find Well, maybe its to far away, maybe I’m just blind Maybe I’m just blind,So hold me when I’m here, Love me when I’m wrong, Hold me when I’m scared, And love me when I’m gone.Everything I am, And everything in me, Wants to be the one you wanted me to be. I’ll never let you down, Even if I could, Give up everything, If only for your good,So hold me when I’m here, Love me when I’m wrong, Hold me when I’m scared, You won’t always be there, So love me when I’m gone. So love me when I’m goneWhen your education x-ray cannot see under my skin, I won’t tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends. Now roaming through this darkness, I’m alive but I’m alone, Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone.So hold me when I’m here, Love me when I’m wrong, Hold me when I’m scared, And love me when I’m gone.Everything I am, And everything in me, Wants to be the one you wanted me to be. I’ll never let you down, Even if I could, Give up everything, If only for your good,So hold me when I’m here, Love me when I’m wrong, Hold me when I’m scared, You won’t always be there, So love me when I’m gone.Maybe I’m just blind..I wanted to bring you all that is in my heart I wanted to give you my everything but I've failed you I've failed you so many times how can I stand here how can I stand here before youhow can I stand here before you when I begin to steal what only belongs to you what only belongs to youI am able to bring you Nothing that isn't already yoursI am so ashamed, I'm so ashamed Of what I ever called my own Take what I have, take these broken remains What can I give to you that you don't already deserveYou laid down your life when I refused to give mine

My Blog

MOST QUIZES OF ALL TIME! LOL ON 9/1/07

QUIZ1 101. My name is: SARAH COX 100. I was born in: PHOENIX, AZ 99. I am really: BORED 98. My cell phone company is: T-MOBILE 97. My eye color is: BROWN 96. My shoe size is: 6 1/2 95. My ring size i...
Posted by Mommys Little MONSTER on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 02:12:00 PST

A poem my friend wrote for me....about me.

Princess For Sarah CoxI remember whenI was a little girl, my age was threea princess soft and sweet, that's what I want to be.A prince I'll findI wonder when?That was then.I grew upI still was sweetst...
Posted by Mommys Little MONSTER on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 12:41:00 PST

SHE.....

She never slows down.She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone, feels like its all coming downShe won't turn aroundThe shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear, t...
Posted by Mommys Little MONSTER on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 07:21:00 PST

And yet another song about my life to the T

i have to block out thoughts of you so i don't lose my headthey crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my beddropping little reels of tape to remind me that i'm aloneplaying movies in my head tha...
Posted by Mommys Little MONSTER on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 10:18:00 PST

Story of my life

High school seemed like such a blur,I didn't have much interest in sports or school elections.And in class I dreamed all day,Of a rock 'n' roll weekendAnd the girl in the front of the room,So close ye...
Posted by Mommys Little MONSTER on Tue, 23 May 2006 07:27:00 PST

Abortion

I didn't die a natural death.My life was stolen from me, before my first natural breath.Casualty of circumstance.Someone make a decision for me.They never gave me a chance.Where's that first birthday ...
Posted by Mommys Little MONSTER on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 08:50:00 PST