About Me
I'm Nikki with an i.i'm not normal, i'm very different then what i look like. i don't follow people, i am my own person. i do what i want.i don't do labels, their dumb.most people think i'm crazy and weird once they meet me.i might have known you for years but you'll never understand me. no one can. yeah since i'm a teenager people think "oh its just a little thing shes going through" But no your wrong.I find girls and guys nice. but guys are dick and i have given up on them. but if one could show me that their not a piece of shit and different, then maybe just maybe theres a chance for them. i don't think i am all that, i never have. but i'm not scared of nobody or anything. things might hurt me, but as a person strong as i am i can get over it fast.i like my white skin and black eyeliner. its hot. black and white is amazing. so i'm blessed to be who i am. i'd do anything that might seem crazy. not to prove i am, just to prove i can. my style is pretty much dark. the only think i wer colorful is my soul and belt. everything else is probably black.i'm not gothic, i get called that many time, i actually don't mind, but that doesn't mean i am. i hate two words more then life, "love" and "emo". Ugh. i hate those words. i'm not emo. got it. i haven't killed myself yet, so that should prove it. and love? is just a word to me, a very stupid word. so don't say it to me.i have 8 piercings so far, and i want 12 more. maybe a few more then that. i have millions of tattoos i will be getting when i'm 18. i know piercings and tattoos are a sin, but why live your life going by rules that come by a book? i don't know why. i do believe in god. but do i worship him? i question that a lot? i think i'm pretty sure i'll be going to hell? i've heard things about it? but maybe i'll like it there? who knows? if something happens and i go to heaven? i'm sure i'll be kicked out. the world we live in today is a business world, and when people look at me in the future, they wouldn't want to give me a job just because of what i look like. but they should respect my boldness and my bravery. i'm a very fun person to chill with. i'm down for anything, and when i say anything i mean it.So hit me up and we can hang like hangers.
