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Lisa*contemplating:suicide

2 new bloggages this week, go comment!!!

About Me

About me: im depressed, i need help, i dont want to live.

My Interests

I love to drive about on my own, its so cool to get in your own car, listen to your own music and go wherever you feel like. I dont like driving with others in my car coz every one is like.. WOW, I REALLY THINK YOU SHOULD SLOW DOWN!! I like the odd drink now and again....ok now....and again...and again...

I'd like to meet:

not really bothered to be honest. celebs are just people too right? BUT BUT BUT, mmmmm the sex himself, GERARD WAY...i would have to be restrained =]

Music:

loads! bit mixed up but ok...
(YOU CAN PROB TELL THAT THE ONES IN CAPS ARE MY MOST FAVOURITiST).........
TAKING BACK SUNDAY
I AM GHOST
dashboard confessional
cute is what we aim for
bring me the horizon
tenatious d
the used
trivium
greenday
SIMPLE PLAN
funeral for a friend
blink 182
ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
JIMMY EAT WORLD
PANIC! AT THE DISCO
snow patrol
kasabian
dirty pretty things
FALL OUT BOY
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!!!

killers
kooks
feeder
muse
LOSTPROPHETS
SENSES FAIL
NEW FOUND GLORY
BRAND NEW

evanescence
alexisonfire
rise against
FIGHTSTAR!!
nickelback
+44
angels and airwaves
aiden

and there are quite a few bands ive decided for my own safety not to mention... lol

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Ive seen a few bands recently =] promised myself i would go to see as many as i wanted after all the crap ive been through, i need a break right? well here is all the ones ive seen so far, not that many but im working on it...
All American Rejects My Chemical Romance TWICE!! Thursday The Recieving End Of Sirens Haunts(they suck!) Funeral For A Friend TWICE IN 1 WEEK!!(and yes i got a guitar pick from one of em =]) Aiden Taking Back Sunday Lostprophets Linken Parkand and and im going to see Kids In Glass Houses on 16th June =]

Movies:

Im proper into my comedy at the moment so thats all i really watch! whole big cupboard full of dvds and i keep about 20 out of what i keep watching! lol. Got Russell Brand dvd for x-mas (thankies annie) which is sooo funny! I also love Jimmy Carr at the mo too! He is just awesom. Peter Kay is also great but i really need to go buy his manchester dvd again coz it was great. Jack Dee is also cool but i need to be in the right mood to lilsten to him.I did watch tenatious D the other day which was quality. i just ordered the cd and will be buying when released! :)..

Television:

this band are amazing, check em out!!!

Books:

Im quite a big fan of steven Kings books. I have also got a huge collection of crime books like 'children who kill' and 'cannibal'. not because im a complete psycho, just coz i found it all very interesting that people can act out in a way not classed as 'normal'. brings you back down to earth knowing some people out there are capable of such horrible and gross things.

Heroes:

All my friends...well most of them! Spongebob squarepants! what a little star. oh yeah and Gerard Way! (simply coz he is yummy and i havent mentioned him throughout my profile yet...) xxx

My Blog

second blog today...question time

..> fun and games 1] What was the highlight of your week?i actually ate some crisps =] first steps to eating again2] Who's car were you in last?he he well...3] When is the next time you will kiss s...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 10:48:00 PST

did they ever give a FUCK about me? makes me wonder

Ok ok, i know ive been down lately, im sorry to people who were all scared and stuff. i have my reasons, but listening to this song at work really made some sense to me...well certain parts did... Mar...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 09:10:00 PST

jesus christ...thats (i had) a pretty face

Well i aint been on here in a while and in that time alot has happened...mainly good, i have actually been quite a happy bunny, however just lately, the person you love the most can just crush your wh...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Thu, 31 May 2007 08:46:00 PST

look at it this way...

Im starting to look at certain things in a different, maybe too familiar way. things wern't great in the past and i did things that i cant do no more, beacause of a stupid promise...but i want to, you...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 08:07:00 PST

awww, sweet!

"A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....        & nbsp;    ...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 09:10:00 PST

wowage

    Yeah thats correcct...im all smilie and stuff =] I have a great boyfriend who really seems to care for me...and and and....I MET RUSSELL BRAND SUNDAY NIGHT!!! woo hoo!!I cant stop smilin...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 10:37:00 PST

im sorry for the offence previously caused

This will make sense to quite a few people and some wont know what im talking about. Im not one to express anything with words, but i guess this song kind of sums up my night yesterday (see last blog)...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 10:59:00 PST

slice my self

Just incase any one wants to no y the fuck i slice at my wrists...here is the fucking reason....new boyfriend...planning to meet a girl saturday? let me no if u think this means what i think it does &...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 02:43:00 PST

im sorry

Im sorry that i hurt myself again but i cant explain y...but i feel better for telling someone/no one coz u dont know what im talking about which is proberly best. I thought i was over this but dont j...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 10:33:00 PST

i just feel so

I just feel so...meh and stuff. Was sad enough to discuss spending a girly night out with my manager...on valentines day! I miss the love, i miss the hugs, i miss the someone who will always be...
Posted by Lisa*contemplating:suicide on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 02:29:00 PST