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About Me

Hi. I am Ryan. I’m still figuring out what that means. Like so many other things, it’s I’m a work in progress. I’m not sure what I am doing. And I’m not sure what I want in life. And I’m not sure if it really matters whether or not I am sure. I feel like I’m constantly stuck right in the middle of a “coming of age” story. I am constantly changing. And, even as adept as I am at description, I don’t believe I can explain myself to you to any particularly satisfactory degree.
Maybe that’s a good thing.
I value honesty quite highly. Not to say that there’s not a time and place for lies in the world, but, generally speaking, I have found that life is much simpler if you avoid getting caught up in them. They’re too consuming. They demand too much commitment. Take up too much time. Run people off in too many wrong directions.
"If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything." - Mark Twain
I also despise negativity. If you bring much of it forth in my life and I consistently put up with it, I must really, really love you for some reason or another.
I am a somewhat guarded person. However, if you hang around long enough for me to let that down, or just happen to be someone I feel comfortable with, I think you’ll find that I am a worthwhile person to get to know.
I enjoy writing and children and observing/evaluating the behavior of living creatures. I love music, and good lyrics. I proofread things entirely too much. I’m a Gemini, and I actually do believe there is something to be said for that whole “twins” spiel. I enjoy being adventurous. Light-hearted. Humorous. I like to have fun in life. I especially like to make a point of taking time out from the daily doldrums of repetitious responsibility to devote time to experiencing things that make me grin like the Cheshire.

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My Blog

Her dirty laundry

Its nice to have reached a point with this where virtually every thought relating to it seems retrospective.There have been so many different stages..Denial. Grief. Doubt. Mourning. Revelation. Epiph...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Oct 2009 21:17:00 GMT

Name them jams!

Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.Step 3: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.Step...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Feb 2009 00:27:00 GMT

Ten Dead Dogs

"Ten Dead Dogs" by Wild Sweet Orange..I saw ten dead dogs on the side of the roaddriving late last night to your apartmentand I thought it was an omen,so I headed on back home andwalked in circles 'ro...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 17:22:00 GMT

An example of why they rank among my favorites..

"Parallel lines" by Dear and the Headlights..There's no sound no one aroundand half the sun's gone underground.All the deadstill hold their heads,but their old weeping won't resound.As we drag ou...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 07:15:00 GMT

are you dizzy yet?

"Dizzy" by Jimmy Eat World.. You close your eyes and kiss your hand,then you blow it,but it isn't meant for meand I notice.If the choice was ours alone,then why'd we both choose letting go?Does it end...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 00:01:00 GMT

honest words

"Fever Dream" by Iron and Wine... Some days, her shape in the doorway will speak to me a bird's wing on the window.Sometimes, I'll hear her when she's sleeping Her fever dream, a language on...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 05:45:00 GMT

Paper Bag

"Paper Bag" by Dear and the Headlights.. I'm like a paper cup with a pin prickYou can fill me up - I'll only stay full for a while.And wisdom's only shown me that my loneliness is all my fault.And it'...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 00:20:00 GMT

This House

Profile song. Digs it."This House" by Edison Glass.. I shut all my windowsThey protect me from the stormI'm alone, but I wait for someoneOne who keeps the lights onOne who keeps the house warmI feel a...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 21:58:00 GMT

Countdown

Write what you'd like to say to ten different people, but don't disclose the names:1. I wish you didn't have such a fatalistic attitude. Everything has to be so finite, and definite. Unfortunately, th...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 16:40:00 GMT

Some day..

"Someday You Will Be Loved" by Death Cab for Cutie.. I once knew a girlIn the years of my youthWith eyes like the summerAll beauty and truthIn the morning, I fledLeft a note and it read"Someday you wi...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 22:18:00 GMT