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I'm Engaged.
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My Sweetheart & my son.
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Writing
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Shopping
Concerts
Rain/Walking in it
Romance
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Racism
Hot Weather
Not having music
Anxiety
Depression
Animal Cruelty
Losers
Ignorance
Rude People

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♥♥♥I met the perfect guy, that i never thought was possible, he's sweet and adorable, my hero, and i love him.♥♥♥

Do you ever feel yourself in someones elses eyes. Like as if you're watching over them, like you're the angel inside of them the angel of their dreams? I know that doesnt make sense to most people. I can assure you, im not most people. Im different.
I have had this experience, and it felt like forever. The world i have dreamed of turned to colors of crystallized white, and silvers and ash grays. The air felt as if i was floating upward, into the crystallized stars above me, above the world, except for that one person, that one soul. because that soul, was right beside me whom ever it may have been, i don't know. all i saw was the eyes of an angel. These eyes didn't look like a human beings, they looked more angelic than i have ever seen or experienced before. They were beautifully crystallized like the stars in that sky, that galaxy i was floating in. I had never felt like that before, and i never will, because its a one time deal, you never experience the same thing twice, no matter how much you want to, it just doesn't work that way. We drifted apart like the leaves in the fall and the water in the ocean the pull was so strong, it hurt. I will never feel that pull again, it was like my heart being ripped out of my soul.I hated it, i didn't no longer feel like i was floating and the sky above me turned black, with no light, to see where i was going. And then suddenly, I hit the ground. I heard a loud thump right next to me...was my angel with the angelic beautiful eyes, telling me to let go of everything and start over knew, giving me that second chance. That angel was beautiful, gorgeous everything i could never be, it felt almost as if i was dreaming all of this. It felt as if i wasn't real for those few seconds that i had seen that beautiful angelic being. I blinked. It was gone.
The thing is , that angelic being never left. I found that being again, this time, in more human form than ever. A good person, with an angel's face.

My Blog

You make me Happy.

You have no idea how happy he makes me feel.Ive never been happier in my life.Even though i cry all the time, and i can be really insecure at times, doesn't mean that i am not happy.I'M sorry if I eve...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Mar 2009 12:51:00 GMT

End it all.

I see myself dead.I never had anything i ever wanted, Not even a smile or a hug, I never had anything i wanted, Not even a nice talk with a friend,All i ever wanted was for someone to care,someone to...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 00:43:00 GMT

An angel’s Face<3

Do you ever feel yourself in someones elses eyes.Like as if you're watching over them, like you're the angel inside of them the angel of their dreams? I know that doesnt make sense to most people. I c...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 23:18:00 GMT

I wish i was a star.

I wish i was a star,a star in the nights skythe brightest one to be exact,then maybe id be beautiful.
Posted by on Sun, 02 Nov 2008 22:53:00 GMT

Im giving up.

I think to myself all the time., Why do i care if im alone or not,and does it really matter.Why do i care so much,that at school, i eat lunch alone,Sit on the bus sometimes alone, walk home from the b...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Nov 2008 21:39:00 GMT

eAlways( Nothing becomes of it)

Do you know how it feels to be the girl and not the friend?Have your heart feeling like its being ripped out and put into a blender, to be smashed into a million pieces, and then some.Do you know how...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 19:43:00 GMT

Miraclee

I wake up in the morning everyday, look at myself in the mirror, and think to myself, "i need a miracle."I wonder will i find my miracle today, tomorrow, or the next, or the day after that or that day...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 23:41:00 GMT

Face The World Alonee

Well, Im 19 years old, and Ive been through a lot these past 2 years.From going to a piece of shit hick town in the middle of nowhere where ive experienced lots of bullshit events that have resulted i...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 21:57:00 GMT

I feel Alone.

Lately i just started going back to school (high school), and its a new school (because i moved) so i dont really know anyone and they dont know me. And when i get to school i become so depressed ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 22:33:00 GMT

Chapter 1. In The Beginning.

I wish i could feel normal again, like when i was 12, before i met the monster. He messed up my life. I met the monster when i was 13 at school, he gave me a note with a anonymous phone number on it a...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 23:17:00 GMT