Alexithymia --- [S4C]

add message block blog comment Allie or Alex or Crazy Lady I.e. Oh noes, the crazy lady is comming,run!
I'm five foot nine, 16 y/o, and probably <[i>unintentially ofcourse] a bitunderweight. My blond hair is natural, my tan comes from a bottle. Issueswith any of that? Hit that pretty red X in the corner, because I couldn'tgive a crap if you like me or not. Ofcourse, I say that in the sweetest waypossible ;)
I am a female [If you couldn't work it out from mypictures, which I urge you to go comment on] and sixteen years old.
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I can change my look in aheartbeat (usually by just brushing my hair - skank much?) I dye my hairtoo much, smoke, drink and fuck. Problem with that?
I go to a boarding school for bad girls stuck upbitches, I don't see myself as fitting in, but then again, I don't see manythings the way others do...
I am not one of those girls who managesto stay pristine...My clothes always seem to be wrinkled, my hair alwaysgoes a bit flat, my mascara inevitably runs, and my nose goes a bitshiny...But ah well. Probably far better to be a tree climbing, roll in themud sort rather than someone who can wear white and not spill onit.
Everyone can be attractive if they tryhard enough. Just paint out the shadows, squeeze in the fat bits, hoist upthe boob bits, and put on a pair of heels/big fucking boot's....ok, maybethis forumla is not as effective for boys...
You could be forgivenfor thinking that I spend the majority of my time naked, or in myunderwear, but at an all girls boarding school, it's not really that strange.You could argue that I'm just an attention seeking whore, but to behonest, who doesn't love people complimenting them - you'd be ahypocrite saying that I'm the only one.
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