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And it's bad that I wrapped you in a fantasy and that I carry you with me, but lately it seems every

About Me

Kelsey.
I'm eminently complicated,
yet induldged in and excited by the most simple of things.
and I'm not really sure why,
But I love when a relationship
(this means any kind of human connection.)
gets to the point where the other person calls me Kels.
I fucking hate Urban Outfitters, because you all love it so much.
Why would I pay forty dollars for the same shirt everyone else has? When I can get one at Good Will for two bucks.
Dear Crazy girls,
I have not and will not ever want your boyfriend.
The second half of this blog (and maybe the first half too) is just for you. Ps, I especially do not want him if he's under 19. So you can calm down now.
I believe what you say and do makes who you are. Not your appearance, your likes and dislikes, your music taste or your skin color. Your words and your actions, because they come from your brain; Which is the only thing that truly seperates you from anybody else.
I don't eat, I smoke, I drink black coffee everyday and alcoholic beverages occasionally. I'm what some may call a "health freak".
I am unimpressed with my generation and their lack of knowledge pertaining to anything of importance.
I'm really good at phone sex,
That doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to have it with you.
And someone tells me I'm ridiculous at least once a day.
I plan on majoring in Communications.
So that I can do PR for the United Nations.
For now, I work at Chuck E. Cheese's
and my only complaint is having to tuck my shirt into my pants.
I also work at Subway once or twice a week.
I have a lot of ideals and I truly,
honestly am like no one you have ever met before.
Lucid Dreaming, Painting, Skinny wrists, Secrets,
Star Wars, Snails, Politics, Black Coffee, Learning about new religions or just learning in general are a few of my favorite things.
But if I continued, the list would go on forever.
I talk to almost everyone I encounter.
I actually care about things more important than myself.
and I love almost everything.
But I won't stand for ignorance.
If you'd like to know more, you can Read This
Dear Kelsey, Let's just run away together and make love under the stars.
oh, juicy j.
AND
EVERYONE THAT MATTERS.

My Interests

I love pretty much everything,

but especially kyle & the fact i know, i can always rest my head on his shoulder when i'm completely wasted.

I like to make a difference.
I do volunteer work for Hospice and Kids Escaping Drugs. Let me know if you're interested in helping out too.

"No, I'm not bitter. It's just I've passed that point in life."

I'd like to meet:

Mostly it's come to my attenton, that I only date guys who lie, have substance abuse issues and borderline mental instability. Men just so you know, I don't care whether you have money or if your family is well off. I don't need nice presents and over-used lines. I don't want your undivided love and attention. I don't want you around me all the time. I'm not impressed by tight pants and band tee-shirts. You play guitar? That's fantastic, I really do think so. I'll enjoy that...but that doesn't make me yours. Go hang-out with your friends, buy some drinks. The size of your dick makes no difference to me. I don't believe every word you tell me, in-fact, I hardly believe any of them unless you can prove yourself to me and you will never be my life. I'm unlike any other girl and I'd like to meet a guy who is unlike all of the rest as well. But so we've got things straight, I don't really care if I meet him or not.

Music:


+ Vincent Acardi, Garrett Tierney, Brian Lane.
For 5+ years, I dare you to tell me you love them more.
It's been noted that I sing Say Anything songs multiple times a day, so I'd say they're my second favorite. I really love rap, ska and indie too. I have a disgusting obsession with Three Six Mafia and Wu-tang Clan ain't nothin' to fuck with.

Movies:

V for Vendetta, Star Wars, A Clockwork Orange, Running Scared, Never Back Down, Sweeny Todd, A beautiful mind, Love Actually, The Science of Sleep, Little Miss Sunshine, Pride & Prejudice, Trainspotting, etc.

Television:

The History Channel.
Colbert Report.
CNN.
Sex and the City re-runs.
That's pretty much it.

Books:

I have a fondness for poetry.
& I like books that make me think.
I spend my small amount of "me time" at border's.

Heroes:


Self Mutilation isn't something to joke about, and people who actually have the disorder where they need to hurt themselves, my heart is with you and if you can be strong and get through it, you're my hero.

Kids who go to bed and wake-up with nothing and still have a will to go on are my heroes.

Anyone who is abused and can still make it through the day, you are my hero.
+ Mom and Dave.

My Blog

good thing you're too fucked up to give a shit. (twelve)

it seems you always leave (metaphorically) in september.but you're always back to steal my heart by november.and have me wishing it was you, not one of the others, keepin...
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 04:45:00 PST

do you kiss your mother with that mouth?

or just too many girls?well we all know that's how you get your thrills.and i'm not mad because you don't want me anymore.i'm just mad that i fell for such a whore.this is your show, we're all ju...
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 08:12:00 PST

not worth the time.

i'd keep calling, but the persistant pause would let me know that you're busy.i'd keep calling, but it'd just be because i'm wondering if you miss me.the dead end line would give the news that you don...
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 09:58:00 PST

the people who mean the most to me and why.

Elizabeth - My heart and soul. My bestie, the one I share a mind link with. You are beautiful, a true role model to everybody. I don't think I could explain to you what my life would be like without y...
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Wed, 07 May 2008 04:29:00 PST

just so you know.

I have my rare moments where I am not nice,I steal a hairclip or two about every three months from dollar tree, big lots or family dollar (even if it makes my heart pound 80 times a minute), I don't e...
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:18:00 PST

you. are. not. anything.

hey, so it's ending, thought i'd be so much more upset.but this was not like anything, because i grew so used to your threats.and baby someday i'll tell you everything, maybe right now i'll spill my g...
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:17:00 PST

clarity.

I've waited so long to hear you say those things.I've kissed too many frogs & slain too many kings.We both have our vices and our avoidance,like nicotine for me and for you any harder substan...
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 05:41:00 PST

circulatory system.

hurts my heart, but doesn't touch my face, no, not my lips.doesn't effect who i am, my happiness.just the pumping of my ventricles,watch the arteries tangle.constricting snake, tied around the atrium....
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 07:10:00 PST

do this!

stolen from edtell me your name, and ill tell you...>>one thing i love about you.>>one thing i hate about you>>and one memory we had together....
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 10:33:00 PST

news flash.

you all are vegetarian.you all are vegan.you all are straightedge.or you all get high 24/7.you all wear tight pants or basketball shorts.you all like to go to hardcore showsand mosh or 2-step with you...
Posted by .miss bonaheart. on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 10:23:00 PST