.:: JEN ::. - ProfilesArchive

About Me

INSIDE MY SKIN, THERE IS THIS SPACE...IT TWIST AND TURNS, IT BLEEDS AND ACHES. INSIDE MY HEART...THERE'S AN EMPTY ROOM, IT'S WAITING FOR LIGHTNING, IT'S WAITING FOR YOU. I AM WANTING, I AM NEEDING---INSIDE THE ABSENCE OF FEAR. MUSCLE AND SINEW, VELVET AND STONE, THIS VESSEL IS HAUNTED...IT CREAKS AND MOANS. MY BONES CALL TO YOU, IN THEIR SEPERATE SKIN, I MAKE MYSELF TRANSLUCENT, TO LET YOU IN---FOR I AM WANTING AND I AM NEEDING YOU HERE, INSIDE THE ABSENCE OF FEARTHERE IS THIS HUNGER, THIS RESTLESSNESS INSIDE OF ME, AND IT KNOWS THAT YOU'RE NO STRANGER, YOU'RE MY GRAVITY. MY HANDS WILL ADORE YOU THROUGH ALL DARKNESS AIM. THEY WILL LAY YOU OUT IN MOONLIGHT AND REINVENT YOU NAME...FOR I AM WANTING YOU AND NEEDING YOU HERE INSIDE THE ABSENCE OF FEAR.

MESSAGE ME, DARE TO MAKE ME SMILE...
FOX LUCKY LAYOUTS!

My Interests

Singing, Tennis, Photography, Stimulating Conversations, Shopping, Dining out..., musical instruments (The Guitar, Piano...etc), Karaoke, Writing...=P, sports such as Tennis, Baseball (go Giants) Football (go 49er's) etc. Billiards, Bowling, and Golf. TRAVELLING, hangin' out with friends...clubbing etc...I'm pretty much down for anything & everything that brings adrenaline rush in my bones =P

I'd like to meet:

Apologize (Picture Music Video) Timbaland ft. One Republic
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Music:

i can honestly say that i listen to anything...except hard core country, other than that-crank up the volume and let me feed my soul through the rhythm...

Movies:

the notebook, gladiator, troy, mr. & mrs. Smith(brad's movies!), matrix, 50 first dates, hero, crouching tiger hidden dragon, memoirs of a geisha...etc

Television:

Friends, Will & Grace, Sex & the City, Heroes, 24, Fear Factor, Iron Chef, SNL, (E), any reality shows and I'm a music fanatic...'gotto have my MTV

Books:

Biography on singers/musicians, "Chasing the Dawn," "A night without armor," "The Da Vinci Code," "Memoirs of a Geisha," "The Purpose Driven Life," not really a book worm so my list isn't as long as i'd want it to be...

Heroes:

Both my Bros and my Mother

My Blog

Fav. quotes...

DON'T THINK. FEEL. IT'S LIKE A FINGER POINTING AWAY TO THE MOON. DON'T CONCENTRATE ON THE FINGER OR YOU WILL MISS ALL THE HEAVENLY GLORY. -Bruce Lee-The soul hardly ever realizes...
Posted by .:: JEN ::. on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 12:11:00 PST

"All The Words"

All the Words All the words i wish your fingers could feel all the times i've wished you could know the silent sorrow lying stiff in my throat like cold and broken teeth I wish y...
Posted by .:: JEN ::. on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 11:43:00 PST

ABSENCE OF FEAR...

"A RELATIONSHIP WITH SELF"

The most important relationship we have in our lives is with our selves. And even though we are the only ones who are present at every moment of our livesfrom birth onwardthis relationship can be th...
Posted by .:: JEN ::. on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 04:49:00 PST

MOVING ON...

So this is how it feels to be single these days...it ain't so bad after all...it's nice to know a girl's got options. There's endless possibilities out there....i guess it's true what they say, (what...
Posted by .:: JEN ::. on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 11:03:00 PST

Indulge yourself...

w/POEMS: "AWAKEN, LOVE" Awaken love, the sun beats itself upon our windowsill and dawn is well spend into day Awaken, love open your eyes lightning all they touch upon in wondrous blaze Upon the s...
Posted by .:: JEN ::. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

WHY I SING...

At times I feel I might choke on life. It can seem thoughtlessly cruel and perfectly beautiful. Glorious and painful and precise in its random order. But when I sing, somehow it all begins to make sen...
Posted by .:: JEN ::. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Everything happens for a reason...

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away, that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help you figure out who you are or who you want t...
Posted by .:: JEN ::. on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 06:50:00 PST