dreams don't come true |
why do I even try?
my life is going nowhere
no matter how hard I work,
how much money I make,
no matter what I do
what I say
It's never enough.
Each day is a struggle
everyone tells me
oh don't you wo...
Posted by Nessa on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 12:13:00 PST |
Take that back... |
So I'm not dating that guy from work. He's leaving for the east coast in a couple of months and doesn't want to get attatched because that means there will be pain when he finally leaves. I say that t...
Posted by Nessa on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 06:15:00 PST |
i love my life! |
for once, everything in my life is going right (cross my fingers!). I'm attending Oxnard College working on my Addictive Disorders Studies, I have MY OWN APT!!!! It's a really cute place on the e...
Posted by Nessa on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 05:27:00 PST |
random update |
wow, it's been so long since i've posted! almost three months...well, a lot of shit has happened in the last three months...
School is over in three weeks!! But i'm going absolutely crazy with finals ...
Posted by Nessa on Sat, 29 Apr 2006 11:00:00 PST |
i'm alive!!! |
hey hey!! sorry i haven't been on in a long while. our comp is broken at home so i'm writing this at my friend Jessica's house....i'll be on soon hopefully!! love you all!!
Posted by Nessa on Tue, 27 Dec 2005 08:02:00 PST |
devil on the left, angel on the right. |
put a devil on the left
an angel on the right
i'm already living in the middle of the fight.
round and round and round it goes
part of me is in heaven
part of me is in hell
part of me is struggling to...
Posted by Nessa on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 03:23:00 PST |
when did you know? |
when did you know we weren't looking at forever?
how could we be so closse
and still not be together
every dream
i believed
has now come down to just one question
when did you know it wasn't lov...
Posted by Nessa on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 03:18:00 PST |
ever have one of those days? |
have you ever had those kind of days where you wonder "what the hell is the point of this life?" i'm having one of those days. i guess i could say that it started yesterday and i'm still feeling that ...
Posted by Nessa on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 03:15:00 PST |
the goddamn motherfucking bastard |
so i checked out Joseph's myspace this morning and it said that he had been on recently and that he was in a relationship. well, you can just imagine my reaction. But i text him while i was work and h...
Posted by Nessa on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 06:21:00 PST |
blah blah blah |
only a few more days till I no longer work at Marooned. I'm sorry Kristie!! but Barnes and Noble is such a better job. i actually get a lot of hours and get to work instead of sit on my ass and get pa...
Posted by Nessa on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 09:43:00 PST |
