Dreams and life |
April becomes more like September for those around me. Though I always thought the time when the cycle renewes was a bit better than having it when it wanes.
Its a day early but you and Terry we... Posted by on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 10:12:00 GMT |
Trashing tombstones |
Its the little things
The things passed on
Now
missing
Lost
or
Tossed
The dead are silent, but the living see it
As breaking off
symbolically of the river
and the flow
beyond the veil
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Fixing pain |
In reflection I ponder which pain is worse?Acute pain of the soul or body?It sears, is all consuming...you learn from itAnd it healsAnd it passes...........Now with age one is left withNagging pain of... Posted by on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 14:49:00 GMT |
The day after |
I wonder whether to write messages in bottles, use bebo, keep it just in my heart knowing that there are the astrological twins that remember.
But as the wind picks up and everyone remembers the dark... Posted by on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 09:48:00 GMT |
In my own dream |
We live on in the thoughts of others. You will be here as long as I. I never forgave myself and likely never will. Your shadow is long and this year more than ever I have felt you and the loss. One da... Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 00:06:00 GMT |
a life etched |
You never deserved your fate in lifeAbused sexually by your stepfatherSent to a mental home and given electro shock For telling your mother the horrible truthPregnant at sixteen the first time you wer... Posted by on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 18:10:00 GMT |
Worth a thousand words |
Nothing like a picture to remind and bring backthe devastation ofa child's suicideto a parent Posted by on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 06:30:00 GMT |
Regrets |
Those that know me well know that my mantra is to live life without regrets. That all that is done leads to learning and growth. That who I am is the sum of all the experiences to date. I become unsur... Posted by on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 17:40:00 GMT |
Dear Mom |
I have thought alot lately about how much pain I must have caused you and how I never told you how deeply sorry I am.It does haunt me still things like knowing you had your first heart attack while vi... Posted by on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 16:36:00 GMT |
TUGS |
It was bad enough coming to terms yet again with denial and blindness. Seeing for the four hundred and fifty fifth time blame on the effect and never ever looking at the cause. But thats the way I gue... Posted by on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 07:29:00 GMT |