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Forever he'll be in my heart

The more cold hearted you get the more hearted it is to open yourself up.

About Me

Lov who you are, and be who you are. Be honest to yourself, trust someone as you want to be trusted, lov yourself so you can lov someone else and let them lov you.WARNING The material you are about to read may not be suitable for anyone under 18, people with weak stomachs, anyone with an exsisting heart condition, people easily offended, people that like cats, fake people, bitches, whores...I have traveled to so many places in this world, I really dislike the following places Bremerton, and Bakersfield.. I am going to be a college student out here in this area. Honestly, I try not to do stupid things (well as many stupid things as I use too, but that is hard not to do,'cause i left that behind in Newport Beach, but you know everyone does them now and again hahaha.The whole time in Cali, was a crazy time, and lots of times going to work drunk. Since, I have meet Michael. Life has put me in a place in life where I dont know what to say to things that have happened. It's crazy how life can change in a minute. I forgot how easy it is to loss a person in your life that you care about. We have reasons for being here I think in this world. And to loss as many people as I have, for a while I thought I was the death angel, since I have lost a lot of people I cared about in my life. But now in life I think those people meet me and changed my life for a reason. You have to live for the day. I don't give a fck who you are, I may be a btch to you, but I don't give a fuck. I am who I want to be. If you don't like it, then don't talk to me.One thing I have learned in life is to live each day the way you want it to be. Make your life fun and enjoy yourself. Don't screw around with other people's emotions, it will hurt you in the end. Each day you wake up is one more reason to be thankful to be a live. Once you fine love you will see the world in a new light. I know we all as humans in this world have our BS. But just remember there's still tomorrow forget the sorrow. Watch the day as it passes by and just live as if we know what we are doing. But it's OK not know everything,screw up, and make mistakes. Or as I quote a wise friend DRAMA suxs, and whats the point of having a girlfriend if she is all about drama? I don't see why guys even go back to a girl that is all drama. The more time you spend with the drama the more you let yourself be ok with that in your life. So screw all the drama and just live it up. On the judgement day if you are a drama fcker that made the drama you may something like O I was just doing it to get back at him or her. I didn't think it would hurt anyone. GEZ! This is why drama is just a lot of BS. Everyone has drama in there own way. But when you find the one you love you will forgot the world.. Look at your life and if you have done any drama, you have to think screw it. And tomorrow when you wake up start a new day and say this is the day that I end my drama. It will help in the end. Because you are one step closer to making this world drama free. And that is my words of wisdom for today kiddies. haha Laters...This profile was edited with Space codes - Editor MySpace HELP Profile Help!

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Arms Broken: Fifteen
Eyes Gouged: Twenty One
Tongues Cut Off: Two
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 70%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||| 56%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Music:

Jessica Simpson Blink182 Hoobastank Hiliary Duff Papa Roach PCD,Fall Out Boy My Fav. Band Gwen Stefani Lifehouse YellowCard 3Doors Down Aerosmith 311 AFI Coldplay Bush The Vines Fuel Disturbed Filter Rage Against The Machine The Beastie Boys Godsmack Sevendust Simple Plan Sublime Sum 41 System Of A Down Unwritten Law No Doubt Maroon 5 Nickelback Linkin Park Lit Kid Rock Limp Bizkit Green Day The Killers Incubus Good Charlotte Cake 3 Days of Grace Legal 4 Usher Bowling For Soup Boxcar Racers Bloodhound Gang Blink 182 Trapt Emeniem Snoop Dogg Dr Dre Tu Pac Outkast Twista Yellowcard Lifehouse Lostprophets Jimmy Eat World Switchfoot Sugarcult Social Distortion Pennywise Stained Hoobastank Foo Fighters Jessica Simpson Papa Roach Offspring Mariah Carey Green Day Briteny Spears Anti Flag and that is just some of them from the top of my head

Movies:

50 First Dates, Failer to Launch,My Best Friends Wedding,American Sweethearts, The Wedding Date, Blink 182 movies, Top Gun, The Marine and The Princess, 20 Days Notice, 28 Days, Big Daddy, Crossroads, Travelin' Sisterhood, Villiage, Sixth Sense, Signs, Gone in 60 sec, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Fight Club, What Woman Want, The Net, Cars, The Parent Trap, The darn Cat, Father of the Bride one and two, Friday , The Newly Wed DvD. I know they broke up but screw you Michael and the rest of the world I still like the Dvds.

Television:

When I have time I like to watch Gilmore Girls. What ever else helps pass the time sometimes..

Books:

I Can Only Read Magazines...They Have Pictures HAHAHA

Heroes:

Hmmm.....I guess that would have to be the ???? Wow It's hard to say.. Michael....michael made the biggest impacked on my life but it would be all the exs boyfriends that brought me to the point of learning a good thing when i have it.... Oh yeah......All my friends that have made an impacked on my life... My special girl Mira I know we have grown up together and there was stupid shit that we will never forget that happened over the summer that just made our friendship stronger. And to Josh if it wasn't for him I would have never come back to WA. You helped me see things in a different light. You the best Josh.

My Blog

Memories...

Wow! It's crazy how you grow up so fast in life.  I just was thinking back to when my Dad moved out of the house, never saying a word what was going on.  My Mom had a break down for a month ...
Posted by The heart knows the truth on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 01:04:00 PST

Just a kid.

You were having problems. I was having problems too.  You and I sat outside my place on the waterfront with me when no else would! You and I stayed up all night talking about life.  You...
Posted by The heart knows the truth on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 12:32:00 PST