alyssa

I don't really know how to tell me in words, seems so hard; but i can say i try to be a good person, try to do right by others, and try to be as real and truthful as my bashful tongue allows. I don't like motivations, i try to just be in the moment and see where it goes.....I'M A UTILITARIAN BY DAY AND A HEDONIST BY NIGHT......I like to laugh ( a good teary awakening chuckle) and love to make people laugh! i'm quiet and im really loud too, sometimes sarcastic, and always too sensitive. i'm abrasive and intense. I loathe people and am intrigued and intoxicated by them too. But they usually are full of too much bullshit and not enough accessible genuine content (its there but hidden away in a dusty corner and replaced with fronts and games and personas); but that's why i work with kids, less taint time.I love my cats Roxie & James Guin. i love cooking for friends, singing KARAOKE, shopping, shaking my ass, the sound of the rocks clinking in my glass, talkin about real shit , sunshine, my bed, playing games of any kind (games are just a good time!!!), pink and brown (my favorite color combination), reading books, live music, singing through life, meeting people and trying to fiqure them out, HUGGING, learning new stuff, passion and passionate people, daydreaming, symmetry, missions, speech impediments, antiques, ackward interactions, being challenged, innocence, good people, sleeping really really late, and of course, coffee....k thats it for now.