It just kinda feels like a big waiting game now. I'm just really tired of getting hurt, but I know God is just making me stronger with each reLationship. God needs to be first in hEr life since I'm really trying to make Him my focus as well. Someone that's gonna really push me in my walk with Him and someone I can chAllenge as well. That's the most important thing to me right now. SomeoNe that will either let me sing to her or sing with me. SomeoNe that will honestly love me for who I am and not try and change me to be what they want. SomeonE that I can be retarded around and someone who wants to better themself, but not because of what I say or want. I guess that's it right now. :) God will provide her in His perfect timing and I'm just enjoying the hunt right now and just being in the midst of Him as I ground myself in His love.