*Evening Star*

My name is Tanaja, it is a Native American name, which means "Evening Star." I am a single Mom of a beautiful, teenage Daughter (I love you Tyle). I am 41 but told I look much younger. I have been an exotic dancer here for a few years. I rarely do it anymore.. didn't take long for me to get burnt out. I think I am just too emotionally mature for it. I love to dance and I am very good at it but there is a lot of BS that goes with it. Yes, the money is good and yes, it is nice to make my own schedule but it can get to you after a while. I also do a little personal training on the side. Started training in 92 after finding out that I could reshape (sculpt) my body the way I want to. Too many people settle for what they have instead of striving to be their best. I don't have many friends here in Vegas because I am very selective about the people I let in to my personal space. I do, however, have many acquaintances. ;) I am a no BS kind of woman. I treat others the way I want to be treated. This town seems to change a lot of people for the worse. I have never seen or met so many F****d up people in my life until I moved here. Not to say, that there aren't good people here.. I have met some, but they seem to be few and far in between. I just don't get it.. Where are all the REAL people? If all you want to do is play games.. please don't bother me. My time is far too precious.
I believe in Reincarnation. I believe in 'Soul Mates' and 'Twin Souls' I believe in 'Love At First Sight' I believe that 'All' People are good, they just do bad things. I believe that LOVE can heal. I believe that 'Everything happens for a reason' even though the things that happen may hurt so bad that you feel you want to die. I believe that we all have a 'Purpose In Life' and until you are living it, your life can be chaotic.
"Millions of people are looking for a soulmate, hoping for some magic fulfillment, and yet some people just can't stand the thought of loving somebody, then losing them. They can't bear the pain, grief, rage, the feeling of abandonment, and so they back off. That's where courage comes in. "How else can you know a soulmate? You have to be willing to go through a lot. But it opens you up. It's a wonderful madness, ecstatic, agonizing, but still wonderful."
I Love Angels. I Love playing in the rain. I Love Rainbows. I Love people watching. I Love seeing couples in love (especially old ones). I Love how sometimes when my Daughter walks in the room.. I feel so much love for her that it hurts. I Love that she calls me her 'bestfriend' because God knows she's mine. I Love how my Daughter's close friends confide in me and tell me that I always know the right thing to say. I Love Life, even though it always seems to throw me a curve ball.Grrrrr! I Love being in Love.. even though I have only felt it a few times in my 41 yrs of life.
Peace and Love Always xoxo
Tyle (My baby)
Tyle's Mom has got it going on!