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Jessi

Hope is a waking dream.

About Me

.. "It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows." -Epictetus
Name: Jessica
Birthdate: October 18, 1981
Birthplace: Las Vegas, NV
Current Location: West Los Angeles
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 6'
Weight: umm.
Piercings: Nope
Tatoos: Nope
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Not right now.
Overused Phraze: Right on
FAVORITES
Food: Sushi
Candy: Chocolate
Number: 12
Color: Red and Black
Animal: Dogs
Drink: Diet Coke
Alcohol Drink: Nope
Bagel: NY Style
Letter: J
Body Part on Opposite sex: Eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: McDonalds
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: Hot tea
Chocolate or Vanilla Chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Coffee
Kiss or Hug: Kiss
Dog or Cat: Dog
Rap or Punk: Punk
Summer or Winter: Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Funny Movies
Love or Money: Love
YOUR...
Bedtime: 10:30pm
Most Missed Memory: Friends lost. RIP Russell Maveal
Best phyiscal feature: Face (?)
First Thought Waking Up: Get to work!!
Goal for this year: If you know me, you know my goal.
Best Friends: Too many to list.
Weakness: Love
Fears: The dentist.
Heritage: Sicilian
Longest relationship: 3 years.
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: Yeah. Alot.
Ever Smoked: Yep.
Pot: Used to.
Ever been Drunk: LOL
Ever been beaten up: Yes
Ever beaten someone up: Yes
Ever Shoplifted: Nope
Ever Skinny Dipped: Nope
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: Yes.
Been Dumped Lately: No.
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Brown
Favorite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long: Long
Height: Shorter than me
Style: ? Anything unique.
Looks or Personality: Personality
Hot or Cute Cute
Drugs and Alcohol: None
Muscular or Really Skinny: Skinny.
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: None.
What country do you want to Visit: All of Europe, Japan.
How do you want to Die: Quickly.
Been to the Mall Lately: Yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them.
Get along with your Parents: Yes, great.
Health Freak: No.
Do you think your Attractive: Sometimes.
Believe in Yourself: Yes.
Want to go to College: Yes.
Do you Smoke: Yes.
Do you Drink: No.
Shower Daily: I'm a bit obsessive actually.
Been in Love: Yes. No regrets.
Do you Sing: Yes.
Want to get Married: Some day.
Do you want Children: Maybe some day.
Have your future kids names planned out: Nope.
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: Too late.
Hate anyone: No.

My Interests

I love listening to, producing, and mixing drum and bass. Call it an obsession.I love computers, I build them and fix them, it's something that comes naturally to me. I enjoy doing graphic arts (photoshop, illustrator, painter) and CG imagery (maya, 3dsmax). i'm also a computer/network security fanatic, and i enjoy tinkering with bsd/linux when i get the chance. Also very much into philosophy, sociology, and psychology.

I'd like to meet:

The Mouse's Tale by Lewis CarrollFury said to a mouse, That he met in the house, 'Let us both go to law: I will prosecute you.-- Come, I'll take no denial; We must have a trial: For really this morning I've nothing to do.' Said the mouse to the cur, 'Such a trial, dear Sir, With no jury or judge, would be wasting our breath.' 'I'll be judge, I'll be jury,' Said cunning old Fury: 'I'll try the whole cause, and condemn you to death.'

Music:

Drum and Bass: a sides, accidental heroes, adam f, andy c, b-key, bad company (d bridge, fresh, and vegas), baron, ben sage, black sun empire, breakbeat era, calibre, calyx, capital j, C4C, chase & status, chris su, , concord dawn, congo natty, corrupt souls, counterstrike, digital, distorted minds, die, friction, hype, ink, krust, zinc, d-kay, dom and roland, drumsound & sbs, ed rush, evol intent, ewun, exile, ez rollers, fierce, future cut, ganja kru, goldie, gridlok, high contrast, high rollers, ill skillz, infiltrata, ink, j majik, jae kennedy, john b, karl k, keaton, kemal, klute, konflict, kosheen, kryptic minds, lemon d, london elektricity, loxy, LTJ Bukem, marcus intalex, matrix, mindscape, moving fusion, muffler, nightbreed, nosia, optical, omni trio, paradox, pascal, paul reset, pendulum, phantom audio, photek, pish posh, propaganda, q project, raiden, ram trilogy, ray keith, reprazent & roni size, resonant evil, rob data, shimon, shy fx, skynet, spor, stakka, state of mind, static, stratus, subfocus, sunchase, suv, t power, tactile, tali, technical itch, teebee, tek 9, total science, twisted individual, universal project, and usual suspects. The Rest: DMB, Sarah Mclachlan, Emiliana Torini, Cat Power, Coldplay, Death Cab for Cutie, Hard-Fi, Jack Johnson, and lots more I'll keep adding these :)

Books:

Harry Potter (i'm a fanatic), Douglas Adams books, CS Lewis, Neil Gaiman, Mark Twain, Jung, Baudrillard, Kate Bornstein, just to name a few.

My Blog

Remembering Our Dead

Tomorrow (November 20) is the Transgender Day of Remembrance. Click here
Posted by Jessi on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 11:09:00 PST

where did my blogs go?

here Don't click if you don't want to know.  (Now of course, everyone will click it, lol)
Posted by Jessi on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 01:44:00 PST

courage

faster and faster I tread through the tunnellight fading behind me where I beganimmersing me in total darkness but still i forge on perhaps there is no endbut I refuse to stand still any more....
Posted by Jessi on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:54:00 PST

Fear is a motherfucker.

Ugh.  The fear of not getting what I want or losing what I have.  I'm not going to go into too much detail, but I have someone in my life now who has been a very amazing, kind, and supportiv...
Posted by Jessi on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 12:34:00 PST

1 year

so as of the 13th i am one year clean from drugs and alcohol.  just another day really, everyone celebrates but it wasnt that big of a deal.  after I got the willingness to do whatever it to...
Posted by Jessi on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 11:22:00 PST

interesting place in life.

So I'm almost a year sober.  It's been a wild ride.  Now I call LA my home.  I love it here - the people are actually really awesome on the west side, the weather is fantastic..i'm like...
Posted by Jessi on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 03:54:00 PST

dub plates

I've been getting (alot of) messages from people asking me where the drum and bass on my page went, which is interesting because I didnt think people just went to my page to hear the music.  And ...
Posted by Jessi on Wed, 30 May 2007 10:54:00 PST

what the hell happened!?

So I met this girl.  Things were great for a month or so..We did the whole relationship thing:  Went on dinner dates together, went to Disneyland, went to Vegas (where she met ...
Posted by Jessi on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 08:46:00 PST

my answer.

I have for quite some time allowed others to control my life..my thoughts, my emotions, and even my actions. Now I've made the choice to control my own life.  From now on I will do, think, and fe...
Posted by Jessi on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 10:55:00 PST

everyone wants to be loved.

i am getting so tired of myspace.  it's almost to the point that I feel like deleting my page completely and never looking at it again.  sure we all need a way to express ourselves, and this...
Posted by Jessi on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 01:07:00 PST