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Javene

If you think nobody cares that you are alive.....Try missing a couple of car payments!

About Me

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehehehehellllll....Isn't this a loaded question. The biggest thing?? I hate liars (I cannot...I repeat...CANNOT express this enough. If you have even the SLIGHTEST intention of feeding me stories....Please back away slowly.....Now). I don't like trying to find the hidden symbols or the treasure chest that is going to get me to the next level. I like people to be honest about themselves and who they are, their wants, their needs, their desires in life, what makes them up to be the person that they are. I'm a social butterfly and my curiosity level is VERY high when it comes to people and finding out what makes them tick!!! I ask a lot of questions....Silly questions you might think, but questions nonetheless. It's the psychology side of my brain trying to piece together and figure out what you are all about and I will get down and dirty and want to know things sometimes. I am an outgoing, vivacious, colorful, assertive, independent, fuller figured woman. I am old enough to know what I am looking for, know what I want and I don't have the time nor the energy to put up with childlike games and bullshit to get that or find that. My biggest turnoffs you might ask?? Hmmm....Racists, LIARS. I am a very honest person about who I am and what makes me up and I wouldn't expect anything less than the same respect back. I also dislike close minded individuals. I can't stand it when people believe that what they have learned in life or what they were taught is the way the world revolves...OPEN UP YOUR EYES AND LOOK AROUND YOU....Take your blinders off!!! I dislike people who lack even a SHRED of common sense, bad/STUPID drivers (this kind of goes with that common sense thing), blatant disrespect and arrogance (or shall we call it COCKiness?)...I cannot stand people who think that they are so much more important than others and believe that what they look like and all the power they possess in their tiny little palm makes them worth even an OUNCE of my or any other individual's time. In my eyes, this makes you a VERY ugly person and as far as I'm concerned....A waste of flesh! So there is my loaded answer...That's me...Print it up! *wink* flowers layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com

My Interests

Lots of good wine, martinis of all sorts and all of that rolled into a great night on the town getting our dance on! Can we stop and have sushi later??? Mmmmmm.....And yet another addiction??....CRAB PUFFS!!! Yummm....*drools*. I love to cook, especially when it's for someone. It's just not the same when it's just you. I'm a huge movie buff and I've seen a lot of them. I enjoy playing video games (still the kid in me and from my nanny days), I love to get dressed up, drink a lot of wine and get my a$$ out on the town to go dancing one night and totally lounge around and watch movies all day, snuggled down under a blanket the next. I was raised on a farm in a small town on the coast and I was thrown into the city throughout my childhood and my adult life. This makes me very adaptable to the best of both worlds. I love nature and getting out and experiencing that. I love camping. I can sew (when necessary hahaha) and at the same time I can handle myself on the pavement of some very large cities that I have experienced throughout my 34 years. I'm ALWAYS up for a great concert!

I'd like to meet:

Honest, exciting, open minded, FUNNY individuals (nothing sexier than someone who can make you laugh *wink*). Someone who isn't afraid to be who they want to be. Someone who is going to "lay their cards on the table" per say. Someone who doesn't believe that what they have or what they do makes them anymore important than the next person. Someone who wants to get out there and do something fun and exciting (without hurting or killing oneself hahha) and isn't afraid to get their hands dirty (in a totally non-dirt or mechanic sorta way). Someone who will take your hand in the most UNPREDICTABLE places and dance with you....No music necessary! Someone....Intoxicating.

Music:

Wherever would one start?? My tastes go all the way from Beethoven and the Dixie Chicks to Marilyn Manson & White Zombie. It just all depends on the day. I love music in general. It's a part of EVERYTHING I do on a daily basis. I love to dance and so when I hear a song that moves me, I move. I feel music and music inspires me to do a lot of things, whether it be writing or singing or whatever tempts my mind. I hear the words in music and sometimes, the song can just grab at me. Make me think of something that has happened in my past. Make me think of someone in my life. It's just a whole part of it all. Just to name a few: Coldplay, Lifehouse, Fiona Apple, Tori Amos, Sarah McLachlan, Brian McKnight, Mazzy Star, Gwen Stefani (As well as No Doubt), Depechemode, Damien Rice, Citizen Cope.

Movies:

Man....I couldn't even start naming off names there are so many. I'm a movie buff. I love to watch movies. Whether it be at the theatre or at home. I like movies in all different genres. I love to laugh, I love to cry, I love to be FREAKED out and have my heart jump outta my chest. I love watching horror movies. I love watching them SO much....That I will LITERALLY wait until it's dark, turn off all the lights and wait to be scarrrrrrrrrrrrred!!! I've been watching them for so many years, there don't seem to be that many that I feel have been well made enough to scare the beejeesus out of me though. The ones that scare me the most always end up being the ones like "What Lies Beneath" or "The Others". Suspense movies. One that DID freak me out at a younger age was Alien. My parents had watched it at the theatre and when it came on TV...They sat down and watched it with me and my sister. After that thing came out of that guy's chest...I thought...I was going.....to die. I decided to go to bed (my room was in the basement)...Man...What a LONG walk THAT was. So I left my light on and turned on my radio. Bad reception in the basement damnit. So there was so much static....I SERIOUSLY believed that movie was coming through my radio! hahahahaha. Doesn't even scare me that much now. I definitely like horror and Sci-Fi movies.

Television:

CSI (all of them), Law & Order (all of them) LOL, Cold Case, Crossing Jordan, 2 1/2 men, Will & Grace, South Park, Saturday Night Live, Mad TV, Dateline NBC and 60 minutes. My favorite channels are The History Channel, The Learning Channel, Discovery, A&E, National Geographic and Animal Planet. *whispers*..I love animals :) The shows that I love and miss: Friends, In Living Color, Frasier, Sex In The City, Ally McBeal and Dave Chappelle.

Books:

Stephen King, Dean R. Koontz, Michael Crichton, James Patterson, Anne Rice (yummy...I have a thing for vampires). I like books that can basically scare the beejeesus out of me! I like to read about true crime (I know...I know....I'm psycho...What's WRONG with me???). I like erotic literature as well! Hey...Who doesn't?? It's like porn in letters! *evil grin*

Heroes:

Superman.....No wait...No no no...It's Spiderman! Ohhhhhhhhh....Wait a minute!!! It's BATMAN!!! And I have the Batman signal to prove it!! Please don't make me take it out! *sighhhhh*....I found my batman. I feel rescued and safe......Everyday! :)

My Blog

MAX-imum Stank

And LET ME TELL YA....It was!! Here I am...Little 'ole pregnant me...Riding along on the MAX to go meet George at his work!  Some gentlemen get on a couple stops after mine.  Now, not t...
Posted by Javene on Thu, 31 May 2007 02:08:00 PST

DOCTORS

I HATE DOCTORS!!!!!!!!!! I am SO done with all of this crap!  I wish my baby doctor would NEVER call me again!  Don't get me wrong.  It's not that I dislike her...OR her practices. ...
Posted by Javene on Tue, 29 May 2007 01:55:00 PST

Friends

So...I was emailing back and forth with a new found friend this morning who is having a rough time with some things.  In the midst of our conversation I found that something she mentioned was so ...
Posted by Javene on Wed, 23 May 2007 01:49:00 PST

16 Week Checkup

Sooooooooooo....My 16 week checkup was....Well...Just that.  There!  No ultrasound.  But I did get to hear baby's heartbeat which was nice....Since I have no symptoms and for the most p...
Posted by Javene on Tue, 15 May 2007 01:15:00 PST

New Addition

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........Not to get into some LONG winded blog! Javene is going to be a mommy in about 6 months!  :) George and I found out that we were going to be pa...
Posted by Javene on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 01:14:00 PST

Will you........

Sooooooooooo.....Huge news here!!  LOL.  I wanted to share my great and wonderful news with everyone.  As of Friday, March 23rd (not exactly sure on the time), I am officially engaged! ...
Posted by Javene on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 12:57:00 PST

Change

There was a place and time in my life&&.When everyday&..I felt pain, hurt, frustration&.I felt lost!  I look back so much in my life and I think&..Why did you stay so long and pain yourself throu...
Posted by Javene on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 03:05:00 PST

He Makes Me Feel..........

He makes me feel&&& Safe   Loved   High   Like I can talk to him about anything   Amazing   Accomplished   Like I can do anything   Connected   Like my...
Posted by Javene on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 12:55:00 PST

It Doesn't Interest Me.....

It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.  I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled...
Posted by Javene on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 05:59:00 PST

Birthday

Sooooooooo.....My birthday isn't until Thursday.  But G and I sorta have conflicting schedules this week.  I took Friday off so I could go do something or just....Relax for the day if I deci...
Posted by Javene on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 08:59:00 PST